I'm quitting LoL
I just want to say that I'm tired. So tired of this game. Being honest, Its possible I just suck at this game, as some people have told me over and over. I got mastery 5 at Swain and 4 at Jax, and I was actually testing Tryndamere.
I finally thought I would reach level 30 and start playing rankeds, but I quit, I can't stand insults anymore. Say whatever, call me pussy or noob, but I have seen worst players than me.
I recognise I have my ups and downs, but I can usually turn a bad start into a decent match. It's a shame, I love this game so much, but you know what? I don't see any sense no more. I have never complained about any fucking teammate, and when I fucked up I was screwed up, I don't get the point. I always try to be positive and kind but I start to see the true and only nature of this game.
Seeing the community as a whole, I see is common to blame toxicity, as we all hate noobs, bronze V people, bad players, actually turning this into a meme. If u're bad, you are fucking stupid and you should kill yourself because you are the worst in this game?
Its ok to feel stressed and excited as we are playing a competitive online game.... But... People even gets fucking crazy playing ARAM or Twisted Treeline or in worst cases vs. Bots...
Idk, I think i'm not made for this game, as I could bother other players with my pressence.
Last match I decided to be a fucking %%%%, bigger than the ones insulting me. I was matched with a Silver V Viktor at top... I got fucked up and they just started. So, I ended up running towards enemy nexus to get killed instantly. Yes, that was toxic and some ppl didnt deserve that, but it's just stupid to keep going. That was the end.
Muting, report, whatever, u always get some present from "those who love you a lot".
One of the best games I've ever played... Champs,lore, knowledge. Amazing...
But, this is never going to change, and I accept it,but I already deal with a lot of shit to stand this.
Love all those good and kind players reading this.
GG <3