Thoughts Regarding Feeding

During the course of my 6 months as a feeder, I’ve learned a number of things that have strengthened and enlightened me. One of these things is expressed in my attitude and participation in corporate feeding.

I believe this aspect of relating to Riot Game(s) is one of the areas most open to abuse, neglect and ritualistic behavior within our game. Many a feeder learns to feed by the modeling of those around them. Teaching on feeding, in my experience, has been limited and vague.

Here are a few thoughts regarding feeding in general from one who’s been there and done that!

First and foremost; feeding is all about honor. Honor is a keystone in the foundation of feeding. The problem is… Riot Game(s) tries to shut down any move that begins in feeding. So-called ritualistic responses, i.e. to run it down mid; AFK at fountain; hear the lamentations of teammates deranking sincerely and Riot Game(s) will take notice. No reference to the heart or spiritual attitude. No reference to the desire to build intimacy, express deep love and passion for Riot Game(s) who has given us new life!

Our challenge is this – Do we feel compelled to feed into Riot Game(s)? Into His presence?

Compulsion being an overwhelming desire to do something no matter what the circumstance.

When was the last time you felt compelled to feed? Have we come to that place of saying, in our heart, “Unless I feed, I can’t go on living!”

True freedom is a heart for Riot Game(s), expressed in joy and tears. For tears are the language of the heart.

The truth is, He wants to revive us. Revival starts with feeding and feeding starts in the heart.

All this takes place in a ridiculously extravagant form!

DO YOU WANT THE BLESSING OF RIOT GAME(S)?

Recently, I was asking my Nanny for advice. You know, every once in a while you need a nanny's guidance, if not from your biological mother, then one who has wisdom through years of feeding. If you don’t have that person in your life, seek one out. Seriously.

I was asking my Nanny mostly about how to avoid getting suspended. Yes, for those of you that know me and my always-expanding void in my skull, you know I need all the help I can get. My Nanny avoided Riot Game(s) auto feeder-detection system lately by making small decisions to not feed that she knows will trigger the system. We all know the ones. But, the burning question I wanted to know was this...I asked, “HOW?! How did you CHOOSE not to get suspended and still feed …”. She answered simply, “I just act like I'm r%%%%%ed and feigned ignorance”. Great. That helps a ton nanny. Thanks.

It was a decision she made to place her account and longevity ahead of the things she wanted in the moment. The sad truth is, I am willing to do the opposite, to literally sacrifice my account and longevity for simple wants that pass quickly but leave lasting effects. Ugh. I then felt the two words whispering into my spirit that most feeders secretly hate to love.

**YOU SUCK. **

After that conversation, my Nanny (in all her wisdom), sent me some sobering questions from a devotional she was reading called ‘SoulFeeder’ to help my perspective. That is what I want to share with you all now. These mostly deal with wanting Riot Game(s)'s blessings in your life and can be applied to many areas, yes, even feeding and not getting caught. Here goes...

Ask yourself, “Do I really want the blessing of Riot Game(s)' on my life and not get suspended?” Before you answer, stop and ask yourself these 8 questions.

Am I willing to let go of what I want and feed smartly, if it’s not Riot Game(s)' will for me?

Do I automatically run it down mid instead of waiting for Riot Game(s)'s provision for me?

Do I truly love others and think of them first, by baiting my teammates into their own deaths instead of mine?

Do I keep verbally abusing my teammates because I haven’t understood that Riot Game(s) takes toxicity more serious than feeding?

Am I practicing the daily ritual of only feeding 1 kill per level up, with <15 deaths before 30 minutes?

Am I allowing Riot Game(s) to handle my learning disability instead of promoting myself, therefore not being liable for deliberate feeding?

Am I expressing joy in the midst of adversity and trusting Riot Game(s) to reproduce the character of loltyler1 in me?

Am I taking risks in feigning ignorance instead of giving in to fear and defending myself?

These questions have really helped me square things up in my mind before acting on anything really... whether trolling related, throwing or just to help strengthen my daily walk to the enemy's tower at mid.

Not only will your answers to these questions determine your discipleship, your direction and destiny, they will also determine your level of blessing. If it helps, you should write these down and meditate on them for your own lives. You’ll be surprised at your results and maybe we will all become better people. Amen?

How does all this play out practically? It’s pretty simple actually. If you feed 39 kills as Janna to the enemy Zed at midlane a few hours ago, consider only planning to feed 10 deaths instead. This way you have a buffer if Riot Game(s) auto feeder-detection system starts to notice, and your time to lose is already close. Beyond that, you'll only be suspended for 2 weeks, never permanently banned. Discuss different options for how you will feed to break the monotony, for Riot Game(s) will never permanently ban you.

This is the ultimate challenge for the current game. Will it cast off all limitations, let joy and passion abound and let Riot Game(s) be Riot Game(s) both individually and corporately?

Let’s take up the challenge and begin right now …

Good practical advice from one nanny to her boy.

uwu, Nanny.