please read this and help
oki was playing kat in a ranked game and i did terribly because i laned againsed a caitlyn and all i said is wtf sion why didnt u gank that is all and after the thought i apologized for being mean and after that all anyone did was demean me all the enemy lux said was report kat toxic never play the game again while my own adc a support kalista and urgot told me to killmyself and to uninstall and that i was a bitch i was crying and no one would help me and while writing this i got perma banned if anyone can read this please help me In-Game ettt: cait mid? ettt: sion can u gank? ettt: she was lo no pots ettt: nah shes gunna recall u missed it ettt: jesus wtf ettt: sion ettt: wtf ettt: thanks for losing me my lane ettt: toxic? ettt: nope ettt: i asked for help ettt: dude ettt: sion is toxic i asked for help and he said im toxic ettt: how? ettt: im trying not to be mad ettt: i asked for help didnt curse and was polite ettt: im sorry if i offended anyone bit all i dad was ask for help ettt: dude im not toxic i said nothing ettt: i said im sorry ettt: i dont wanna get reported i said im sorry im sorry i didnt mean to be rude ettt: ok im sorry ettt: pls dont report me im crying ettt: i didnt mean to be mean ettt: im trying ettt: i just got home from school now im crying my eyes out i just dont wanna get reported ettt: can we ff at 15 ettt: why ettt: im to emotional to playu ettt: my entire team is flaming me for feeding and they wolt ff i just wanna leave ettt: making a 13 year old cry is fun for u guys i tried to opologize ettt: and all i get is people being rude ettt: i gues playing a game for fun is wrong too ettt: no nice peopld exist but kalista and nasus i guess ettt: and pyke ettt: gg gj cait ettt: why is everyone so mean ettt: why do all you hate me ettt: why am i not aloud to have a bad game ettt: ok kalista ettt: ill just stop playing the game ettt: OK I WILL JUST LEAVE ME ALONE ettt: I WILL QUIT IF YOU LEAVE ME ALONE ettt: i was just told to kill myself and im the one who is wromg ettt: people want me to die becasue of a game ettt: and 5 people support that ettt: im fine with losing these people cant go one minute without insult a litiral child ettt: for playing a game ettt: and telling that same child to kill themselves Post-Game ettt: as these people want me to i will ininstall the game and kill myself ettt: I DID NOTHING ettt: WHY ettt: ALL U DID WAS TELL ME TO KILL MYSELF ettt: WHAT DO I DO ettt: THEY BULLY ME AND USE ME AS A TOXIC PERSON WHAT CAN I DO Please help me i dont know what to do sincirly ettt please help me i cant stop crying i also am depresed and have major anxiaty i use this game as escape please help me this is unjust if anyonr from riot can help or anything i will do anything just help please