I've been under an insane amount of emotional turmoil since S8

It's probably meaningless to talk about this since the lot of you are all likely categorized as the same people that torment me, but I am blowing off some steam.

I was Diamond 2 - 1 for most of S7/Pre-Season so going into S8 I had a lot of high hopes I would hit Masters. I've since spent the first weeks in S8 being tormented by intentional feeders and subtle trolls in P1 that don't talk, knowing they can get away with it then. It's a combination of my expectations, honestly inflated ego, and increasing frustration that no matter how much I report these people, very rarely will I receive any notice they have been punished. I've quietly reported countless people that remorselessly go 0/10+ while laughing and nothing comes out of it.

So up until I recently hit Diamond 5 at least (where I now take a break), I've become insanely bitter from all this and it's been leaking to toxicity because it's the only way I feel I can cope with the people that torture me. Up until now it's been very restrained but I just feel keeping it bottled up without any justice to ever compensate has made me go crazy.

I know it's wrong but I'm not sure how it's fair when, regardless, I NEVER give anything less than my all and always try my best when actually playing.