my behavior went downhill since dynamic queue.
i dont know where to start. but i play league since season 1 (i know i know i sound like those "i play wow since vanilla" dudes) but its a fact. and i didnt flame much at all back then, i got often really salty but i never got punished because i didnt wrote banworthy stuff. and now since the release of dynamic queue, i noticed that my behavior is much more aggressive and im always on a short fuse when i play solo. i got 5 accounts permanently banned within 6-7months, thats crazy. one permaban wasnt even justified. (dont ask how fast i've lvl those accounts up hehe xd) every ban was not because i verbally abused my team, it was because i verbally abused the opponents. for example when they arent good against me in lane but still kill me because of luck aka. minionblock, 5hp, jungler shows up while im chasin and i have to retreat. OR WHEN I FLASH AWAY FROM SOMEONE AND HIS MEELE AA STILL GOES OFF. but nvm. im a respectful and chill guy irl, i also have alot of friends and a pretty stable life. but league of legends brought the worst in me to shine. its like its not me when i play the game anymore. im always super aggressive, punch my desk and stuff like that. i hate getting camped by premades who trashtalk me and im not able to trashtalk them back because i could get banned, i have to mute them like a beta. just thinking about that makes me mad. i hate playing with the fact that i play against premades, while im solo. winning doesnt feel satisfying anymore its more like "meh, i destroyed those kids" a reason for that could be that i feel "homeless" in league, since my main account got banned. climbing doesnt feel that rewarding anymore. the balance is so bad, that i often tilt when i lose against "broken" champs. it feels like the majority of the players arent even in "their" elo. and it has two reasons for that.
- alot of people are getting permanently banned recently and have to climb again (no way that so many silver player suddenly play like plat) 0.006% is a lie.
- boosting is "legal" now. :^)
i feel cheated by riot, they released dynamic que, and then they made false hopes for soloq just to spit me in the face saying "lol jk". dynamic que isnt even balanced at all, what if you get a 4man premade team that doesnt use skype or stuff like that, they just invited each other, while the enemy 4man premades are all using skype/etc and know each other well?
i think i should quit this game for a while or maybe forever, i wrote so many bad stuff, while i still tried hard to win. but... i never went afk i never intentionally fed i never bullied my team.
im just a rager who flames trashtalking kids. and got permabans for that. i've never learned from that, maybe i never will.