Why I won't play ranked anymore
It seems, that in ranked games, getting off to a slow start, or in any way not being a top notch player, will bring full scale ridicule and blasting your way. Not from the other team, from your own. I admit, I am really not that great a player. I have a good game here and there, but am usually mediocre at best. The problem I have, is regardless of what role I am in, if I am not doing exactly what someone thinks I should be doing, and doing to a standard that would allow me to carry the team, then I will be cussed at, ridiculed, and told to do all kinds of unpleasant things to myself. In non-ranked games, this is not such an issue. Not once, though, has anyone offered suggestions on how I could improve. Simply bafflement at how I could possibly be so bad, and don't know what I am doing, and am just an all around terrible player. Maybe this is just my own personal experience, but the vast majority of ranked players have treated me like utter garbage if I wasn't as good as they wanted me to be, and their ridicule and insults only further frustrated me, which makes me play worse than when they began their insults. I simply do not understand this behavior. I now prepare for all the flames I am going to get on this post, because this is the internet, and why would expect anything else, I guess...