Hey NA board
I wonder how you manage to deal on NA , as I'm far of NA , I heard that there is an more chill community but when it comes about EUNE ,EUW servers toxicity the salty guys can be saw since the boards and everyone post on board regarding players behaviour just salty comments.
I'm surprised to see that here is not the case to find this , You have more order/respect regarding these subjects ,so I wanted to ask you some questions .
How you manage to actually ain't get that involved into games? to ain't give advices every game ?
I feel like I'm crazy but almost every game I'm giving advices to the team while , I look at my gameplay I have sometimes moments when I don't find myself as doing huge mistakes,but how much I would try to be chill and try to be calm while everyone flames around me or take about me without having my experience regarding this game I feel like i am double slaped into face , like I try to win games and have fun playing good , I try to be chill and calm even if everyone flames around and they constantly do mistakes or ain't focus the game , even if I give advices to them and coordonate them ,even if I don't respond to toxic behaviour most of time , I feel that riot push banning system to extreme , been banned 5 games chat restriction for 1 game regarding saying report x , lesson learned , then after 3 months time in which I almost made honor lv 3 back my punishment got to the next level ,so i got 10 games chat restriction regarding gameplay criticism , then my honor drop to lvl 1 as result of the punishment , some weeks later after doing honor lv 1 checkpoint 1, I lost my control after i was win streak 4-5 games and wanted to win the game to advance to series someone just come into my lane as jungler ,was his first gank on bot and took a kill who had like 70 hp left while i damaged that guy almost to death my jungler decided to don't help me and actually profit of that kill doing nothing to help me in order to take it ,something like getting a free kill which it wasn't his kill cause i coulded take it , then second time when he came he was doing same , i was chill first time but when it happend second time i kinda lost my all interest to play the game ,as result i been punished that game , 2 guys was flame me ,one of them was the jungler and the other one the support after , I was quit to play serious and just playing without interest , I had an top laner 1 6 who got afk after He feed hard yasuo ,and an 1 5 zed mid , so at that point that's why I somehow quit to play serious because i feeled like I was the fool in that game who waste his time while that jungler laughted of me and rest of team feed , on top of that I been flamed hard ,so ain't sayd many stuffs back , ain't swear them but was an more than enought game to be banned 25 games chat restriction and get honor level drop to 0 .
What i feel was wrong throught all this time going throught all of these was the fact that after 3 months of being chill in an constantly environment who involve toxic behaviour ,feeders/trollers ,people who often have bad days and play just with negative score close to intentionally feeding but playing normaly i feeled like i wasn't deserve to get further and be punished more strongly .
As i am sure that NA community is an more chill server than EUNE/EUW togheter regarding in-game behaviour , i would wonder why it's takes 6 months without any punishments or more in order to get your ban system reset to 0 , while i tryed my best to stay focus and ain't say anything wrong , it happened to me after some time to ain't be that positive but that's not explain , why i got here , like i sayd you can't be perfect all time , on all this road no one from riot thought to consider what means to be positive in an constantly bad environment , is not healthy for me and definetly ain't able to be chill all time even if i muted those guys who flamed me all time , and i wasn't respond them , they ban me if I sayd to my support " nice positioning for mage support" , or for saying "why you start with e on lux when we going to invade" , or even for saying "nice vision score lux" , cause autofill support here looks like this is quit hard for me to stay chill being constantly in deal with people who ain't like support role or play what they want ,and how they want,most of the time have to learn them and give advices into team in order to be able to get to the part i can carry the game and take the win
Now it feels like i got 10 slaps after dealing all time with such people i am kinda looking to understand how there ain't happens such stuffs on NA ,is about education level or have something to do with people characters ... i really feel impossible to stay for a long time neutral and positive if you play more than 1-2 games per week is impossible to be chill and calm for much time playing 2-3 games per day in an EUNE/EUW server.
Most I could handle was arround 3 months without to fall again into an punishment , i tend to loss my positive behaviour in time after constantly dealing with toxic behaviour ,no mather how much i keep to be chill in an environment who's constantly negatively most of the time feeling like is impossible to ain't fall at an certain moment in sharing bad behaviour when you get angry from being asaulted with constantly toxic behaviour arround so it ain't such easy for people to actually keep positive when most of games you meet people who flame and do the other stuffs ,
There was not a single day to enjoy it without someone to be in my team who flame , even if we was happen to win, some players from team was flaming each others without having the posibility to stop them , even if both of them was making mistakes etc...
I try to understand how you or riot sees these stuffs cause it feel really awfull to play 3 months chill and struggle to be positive in an such environment and then fall again to lv 1 honor cause you had an moment you sayd something about people gameplay it feels like I am punished same as people who does use to swear when they angry and no mather how much I would try to don't be like others who share such behaviour it feels an impossible mission to ain't fall at an moment and say something wrong because you got angry from too many games saying nothing back , and then bum you get banned ,cause yeah no mathers how much you tryed to don't do it just mather when you do it.
