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Im Sorry

MYSOULOFDOOM·1/24/2020, 4:24:09 AM·0 votes·1,704 views

I am sorry for the ranting i do in arurf! For anyone i have annoyed or hurt i know this is s supposed to be a fun mode. I get annoyed playing matches were even if i win Ive been totally useless in lane and match. I cant help wanting to not feed. I cant help wanting to at least have one kill. I cant help not being in lane because i'm dead at spawn because i wanted to feel like i did something and made a mistake or tried to hard. I'm sorry i have to vent because if i don't i internalize and have a good chance of hurting myself either physically or emotionally. I know i can play something else or another mode but honestly i love league to much to play something else most of the time. I love URF but i hate feeling like im always fucked because of a lack of control i love URF. I FUCKING HATE ARURF!

2 Comments

fatherdarius1/24/2020, 5:37:39 AM2 votes

When I start to internalize, I drink.

Now, I'm not advocating alcoholism.

I'm just suggesting that a little bit of vice before a match can 'take the edge off' of the day and makes league even more relaxing and fun.

What's your vice? Do you subscribe to the great god nick-o-teen? A cigarette, cigar, pipe, or some tasty e-juice? Smoke some herbs? Imbibe a bit of ethanol? Rail some cocaine like Mitch? Gey frisky with your partner (or yourself)? Watch some videos filled with lust, bloodlust, or even some George Carlin?

My point is, don't JUST do league. Too much of anything isn't necessarily a good thing - league included. Use it as part of an entire relaxation system.

Your psyche, your body, and your karma will be better for it.

Now, go in peace and feed no more.

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