AGAIN!This game is horrible REPOST

If you want to see why I say that this game is awful just review my last game with Illaoi.

Now, anytime that I play illaoi I get a terrible team comp who either feeds or expects me to join their team fights be the other teams punching bag while they escape. Or they'll use my ult as a chance for them to escape because they know once the ult goes up its an all in for the other team SO MY TEAM RUNS.

So my last game, these guys were getting slaughtered 4 v 4, I had sight of my top laner the majority of the time. I felt as if I didn't need to split push to a losing team fight for the simple fact of how many times the enemy JG would get kills I mean it was ridiculous. From early to mid game this guy was nuking shit. The enemy jg even tried ganking my lane as I was overextended and taking tower plates but that didn't work out for him.

I take the top lane tower and decide to go mid and help out, bad idea because just as I explained before my team uses my presence as a bait to escape. I mean this is a normal draft match so it is what it is but all boils down to MMR and game matches why do I keep getting bad team comps when I have a high win rate with certain champs.

So during the endgame chat, these lames say I was avoiding team fights, half correct. I was split pushing like hell trying to get us a lead. NONE I mean none of these players had the common sense to split push any lane they just sat and waited for the enemy team to regroup and would die.

I'm not diving into a fight where I know I'm going to be left to soak up all the damage there is only so much illaoi can do and take by herself. At one point during the game, I sat in a bush and baited the enemy jg and support two kills then I got two more kills then had to bail because of low health, only at that moment was this team reliable.

They say I'm toxic because I'm telling and asking in a demanding tone of text of course, to push the damn lanes. I mean the concept of meta so simple but then again if I'm not confident in my teammate's abilities then I'm not risking taking any L's.

Someone on Reddit told me to focus on pushing myself in low elo.