I got perma banned after 7 years of playing this game.
Well, the title says it.
In 7 years of gaming in LoL I never posted on the forum. Never felt the need to. Always liked the game, and got many times good sportsmanship mentions from teammates.
I've been having a hard time in my life the past 6 months due to medical conditions both physically and psychologically. In all theses years of playing I was a good teammates and behaved correctly most of the times. I admit there was some bad days in the past 4 months, specially in the last days, but my life situation has made me less patient and more prompt to express myself in incorrect manners.
I have been currencty highly medicated with antidepressants et anti-psychotics meds, for the past 4 months and since I'm on a sick-leave I've been playing lol more than usual and theses medications do have affected my moral, my temper and my normal condition. I'm usually a nice person and I beg riot to take this in consideration.
I'm getting better with time passing on, but I have a hard time adapting to my new medical condition and theses meds have a lot of side effects, to the point where it also affected my relation with my friends and my family.
I'm not trying to play a victim role here, I understand there are consequences about my actions, but I find the punition to be extreme considering the situation. I did use some nasty words, but nothing extreme. I've not threatened anyone, nor told anyone things like ''go kill yourself'' of such extreme things, I would never do that and I do report people who do that. Now it happens that some players got on me in the pasts days and I'm sorry for it, I just feel the punition is extreme for this case. In the past 100 games I behaved correctly and reformed correctly, now because of 3 bad games I'm being permabanned and considering my life situation It's very hard for me to accept that.
Also this account has over many thousands game played over the last 7 years and I think overall I've been a good member of this community and many sportsmanship mention of teammates proves it. I would like riot to reconsider my case and give me a chance. I'm willing to be monitored or even chat restricted for as long as riot think it would be necessary, but losing my account in theses lifes circumstances, I find it very unfair.
I do believe some people need to get banned, but I do not believe I'm one of theses. Perfects systems don't exist, there are always mistakes, it's humans and I believe permabanning me is a mistake.
Please somebody at riot, if you can look at this... I understand I'm not the first person to beg in a post like that, but I do think there are external conditions in my life that must be taken into consideration.
This is my first post on this board and also a coming out to express my feeling about what I'm living right now and lol was one of the rare thing I could use to escape my harsh reality.
Thanks to any riots members for considering this.
