I'm getting tilted and I know solutions but I don't want to take em.

So here we go strap in cause I'm going to give you a sad tale. I don't really have people that want to hang out with me. I don't get invited to games in real life or in-game. I have people that talk to me mainly because I think they want something from me. I don't get invited to shit, and I'm boring as fuck. The only thing I have is experience and skill. So I use that right? I use that for hours on end. I keep using that and it drives me insane because I still lose. However, I know I can take a break. I know I can walk away but I also think what's the point. I have nothing waiting for me besides class and that's it so why even take a break? The grind never stops, pro players like Faker play for fourteen hours straight. Yet, I lose my mind after 4. There's gotta be some inner wisdom I'm lacking or something I don't know. All I know is that Gold is close insight and I need to practice hard in order to keep going at the pace I'm going at right now.