Quitting League of Legends
I have been playing this game for almost two years. I must say this is one of the best games I have played. For the past few months league has been my life.
I consider myself to be an intelligent individual. I have a Masters in Mathematics. Although I believe mechanics is very important, you can beat a more skilled player with your intellect in this game. This is what I enjoyed the most. Twisted Fate is the champion which I found the most elegant.
Anyway....
I have become a bad person. This game has influenced me negatively. Getting out of bronze was a daunting task. It was not challenging. It was not difficult. It was just a pain. Dealing with AFKs, trolls and completely immature players. I have read the logic of higher elo players that if you are good the odds are in your favor of carrying the team.
But let me tell you something - elo hell does exist. And I dont think anybody can do anything about it. A bronze player playing against bronze players doesnt make him any better in the game. If it was a 1v1 match up, sure one of the bronzes will go ahead and play a better one. But if 5 monkeys play another 5 monkeys then its a joke.
I really put a lot of effort to reach an elo where I can find players taking the game seriously and fight with some intelligence. But I have come to believe that I cannot reach there or it will just take too long for me. And even if do then what. I don't get anything. It frustrates me. Recently I have been toxic to people who I played with which neither helps me, nor helps the game nor defines me. It makes me feel failure, anger and helplessness. But its just a game.
My life is more important. So I need to stop. I will miss this game so much. I will miss outplaying opponents with TF, miss counter ganking like a hero and miss out strategizing my opponents.
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