PermaBan account

Sadly I was permabanned last month. Now before you call me toxic and awful. Most of the time I just meme and joke around in the chat and try my best. I never int, feed or troll. I never say anything like racial slurs or threatened anyone. I mainly just call my team trash. When I get trolled I call them losers, idiots or just trash. Is this toxic? Yes. Have I changed? Yes I play on my alt acc and teach new players how to play. I just play for fun now. Did I let the trolls win? Yea I take full responsibility. I should've just muted. but nope i was too stubborn. I let them win. Now I meme and try to make everyone laugh. I know theres an experiment going on right now. I hope to god it goes well. I changed. This permaban shook me. I learned my lesson. Sadly it was too late when I lost my acc. Hopefully everything goes well and I can get my acc back. I love this game and esports too much to walk away from it. If i had to guess. We'll probably hear how the experiment goes before season 9. I hope to god I can play my main acc again for season 9 thatll be so hype