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regret and honsety in my perma ban

Bruce Sin Lee··7 votes·1,602 views

Hello, I am going to talk about my perma ban and state how sorrow and how much I regret and how much I wish to play again on the account. I was banned on Christmas day 2015 due to toxicity and I know i deserved the ban. Reading over the chat logs i can see and state riot made no mistake on their ban on me. After being a ban a month, I realized this is it and what had happen and its not going to change ever. The ban on my account showed me to never flame again, I have learned my lesson of that in every game. The lesson i learned is to never flame and show no racism and treat everyone with most respect every human being deserves. I was absolutely childish and vulgar, if one may wish i will post all my chat logs of why i was banned and how riot made no mistake on permanently suspending my account for good . I am going to be honest and say this if you are going to ask me "why are you posting this?" Im going to be honest and say I want people to take notice of flame and riots way of banning people are working to get rid of toxic players and as bitter, im going to say this i want an unban. Obviously that's never going to happen, I also want to state I was unfamiliar of the punishment system which is from chat restrictions to 14 day bans to permanent.... But no excuses. I truly regret the ban I received and i will show and have accountability on why i was ban and i clearly know and respect all reasons of my ban. The system isn't, broken i was broken. Riot helped me by this ban, they clearly changed my perspective and the way I should treat individuals and groups. I have failed myself and let internal and external conflicts affect the way i spoke to others and treated others. I used league of legends to escape but I didn't leave my attitude,ego or anger behind, I was racist,rude, ignorant and overall mean. Im not trying to say in anyway i should be forgiven, Im trying to apologies to those people and ask for pity. If you are reading this and you know i flame you, you have my apologies and respect for reporting me. I don't feel like its scarceness to explain more of my personal problems and how that affect the way i spoke or treated others but im comfortable talking about it. In conclusion im sorry and learned my lesson and I respect riots decision of banning but i beg once for an unban or have a chance to appeal . Thank you for reading and good luck in league. Remember to respect others and treat everyone the way everyone should be (god i am hypocrite) Have a wonderful rest of your day. Sorry for bad grammar and other mistakes

17 Comments

MasterSomething3 votes

As much as I want to sympathize, what's done is done. Unless you were unfairly banned, you are gone for good. I'd recommend making a new account.

Bruce Sin Lee2 votes

Thank you, about your suggestion i will have to think about it. I lost so much.

Rose Horror2 votes

you can definitely try to appeal with a support ticket but it may not do much. You should still try though. It's great that you understand and accept what happened. I'm sorry that the revelation came to late.

Bruce Sin Lee1 votes

Thank you, I honor that you show compassion and empathy towards my wrong doing. I might try that since you told me about the support ticket. I understand. Thank you again

Bruce Sin Lee1 votes

Excuse me, i hate to bother you but can you send me the link so i can appeal

Straw Hat Loki2 votes

I know the whole concept behind penalizing is reform in Riot's case until they deem a player unlikely to reform and perma-ban them. You seem to have written genuinely so you might as well try and request Riot Support to perhaps give another chance at redemption.

It would not be right for me to judge and say this was all just so you could have the ban lifted. It would be appropriate to mention that should you miraculously be given another chance, and you have not truly changed your attitude and approach towards the game, then the you will get hit with another ban soon enough.

I do believe you definitely should get a shot at redemption though! Good luck! I hope it works out for you.

Bruce Sin Lee4 votes

Do you know where i can find how to send a ticket to riot about this? can you post a link?

Straw Hat Loki2 votes

I believe this link is your go-to for contacting Riot Support.

https://support.riotgames.com/hc/en-us/requests/new

Here you can select recovering my account I suppose. But I am sure even if that is incorrect, the staff will forward you to the right people so give this a try!

Good luck!

thefooz871 votes

"While it may have been better than what you were doing before, we still will continue escalating punishments if you continue to create a negative experience for other players. The bottom line is that the community is still having a problem with what you are doing in game, and since context supports that what was said still wasn't in the bounds of acceptable behavior the punishment escalation is justified.

It is true that the decision is final, but there is always the option to open a new account if you would like to continue playing."

Per an email I had with Riot Support. I went from dropping f-bombs and cursing people out left and right (not arguing a ban to that behavior) to an occasional (2-3 times during tilted games) cursing (as in "shut the f*** up" to a teemo who was trolling and kept flaming me; I know, I should have muted and moved on, but unfortunately, I didn't...) and asking for people to report trolls I was playing with. I showed signs of improvement, but no luck. I didn't even know asking for reports was a punishable offense, as I had seen people (and still do) ask for reports all of the time. Haven't even had a chat restriction since then (end of December) on another account.

Also, interesting to note that I was told about an option to open a new account. I mean, if I was THAT toxic, wouldn't they discourage that or just not even say anything about it?

Straw Hat Loki1 votes

What I find interesting is your last point.

So you were deemed toxic (rightfully so) and yet you were told you can start afresh with a new account. In essence, they would be letting you back in the games. Now, if you are being given a chance to once again be part of the community, then why the need to start a new account?

i.e. Why must the account remain banned if Riot has a policy of not reverting permanent bans BUT giving a second chance essentially on a new one. You, the toxic player (no offense meant!), are still loose in the games and so banning the account while allowing another to be made is kinda iffy to me. I am not sure whether losing all the hard earned IP and RP along w/ MMR serve as reinforcing points of "Hey, I broke the rules and lost a lot so I won't break them again" vs. "I lost everything (yes my fault) but they are forcing me to re-earn it all; harsh".

In that, I see what you meant.

Personally, I think the first approach which Riot uses is fair; you lose a bunch following a violation and chances are you will be careful the next time around w/ an understanding you could lose it all again. It is a little harsh only if they dish out perma-bans for minor offenses. I think they do a great job deciding these penalties so that, in my eyes, makes up for the seemingly harsh penalties. They gradually up their penalizing game unless the initial offense is huge.

I wonder what if instead of perma-bans, they made the bans last a full year or even 6 months. That is still a LONG time and while the toxic player must reform for their smurfs to not get banned next, they can still have a way of earning back their initial losses (assuming they 6 months or 1 year of "detention" will have hopefully forced them to fix their issues).

I would think perma-bans being 6 months to a year would perhaps contribute better to reformation.

I hope your new account fares better both in terms of MMR and hopefully the RP loss doesn't hurt too much; all b/c you seem to be truly not toxic as of right now :)

GL!

eTjRYCIjES2 votes

you're clearly the first person with an education to not argue and cry over a perma ban, i wish riot would understand your sorry and you want a second chance but i dont think it works like that..... SORRY BUD item 3070

Get Dripped2 votes

this should get more attention lol

Śtylish1 votes

GG

Bruce Sin Lee1 votes

hmm?

Angry Monster1 votes

So i am curious, what is the point of making the thread?

I get that you accept that you did wrong. I am betting almost no one that you played with is going to see this, so the msg is not getting to the players you effected ( or if they were effected will not specifically remember you). The boards are far from the community (like maybe 3% of the player base use them).

Most ragers never change and argue their perma bans. Those that change mostly do so after getting hit with chat restrictions. You seem to have turned a new leaf after the fact (rare) but only due to not understanding what will happen with your old behavior. Those that visit the boards regularly are aware of what the punishments are, so your msg of warning is not being heard by the ones who would need it or could use it.

It seems like you are just calling needless attention to your self. So why do this?

Bruce Sin Lee3 votes

As much of cliche this sounds, i have seen many people "cry" on the forums about bans and other punishment related topics and i wanted people to learn from my mistake and get attention about this subject from 1st hand accountability.

Bruce Sin Lee1 votes

As my journey ended in league, my sorrows still carry thy forward and i wish thy luck in to everyone experience because these sin's can not be undone. and i be for thy forgiven

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