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regret and honsety in my perma ban

Bruce Sin Lee·1/25/2016, 1:11:08 AM·7 votes·1,602 views

Hello, I am going to talk about my perma ban and state how sorrow and how much I regret and how much I wish to play again on the account. I was banned on Christmas day 2015 due to toxicity and I know i deserved the ban. Reading over the chat logs i can see and state riot made no mistake on their ban on me. After being a ban a month, I realized this is it and what had happen and its not going to change ever. The ban on my account showed me to never flame again, I have learned my lesson of that in every game. The lesson i learned is to never flame and show no racism and treat everyone with most respect every human being deserves. I was absolutely childish and vulgar, if one may wish i will post all my chat logs of why i was banned and how riot made no mistake on permanently suspending my account for good . I am going to be honest and say this if you are going to ask me "why are you posting this?" Im going to be honest and say I want people to take notice of flame and riots way of banning people are working to get rid of toxic players and as bitter, im going to say this i want an unban. Obviously that's never going to happen, I also want to state I was unfamiliar of the punishment system which is from chat restrictions to 14 day bans to permanent.... But no excuses. I truly regret the ban I received and i will show and have accountability on why i was ban and i clearly know and respect all reasons of my ban. The system isn't, broken i was broken. Riot helped me by this ban, they clearly changed my perspective and the way I should treat individuals and groups. I have failed myself and let internal and external conflicts affect the way i spoke to others and treated others. I used league of legends to escape but I didn't leave my attitude,ego or anger behind, I was racist,rude, ignorant and overall mean. Im not trying to say in anyway i should be forgiven, Im trying to apologies to those people and ask for pity. If you are reading this and you know i flame you, you have my apologies and respect for reporting me. I don't feel like its scarceness to explain more of my personal problems and how that affect the way i spoke or treated others but im comfortable talking about it. In conclusion im sorry and learned my lesson and I respect riots decision of banning but i beg once for an unban or have a chance to appeal . Thank you for reading and good luck in league. Remember to respect others and treat everyone the way everyone should be (god i am hypocrite) Have a wonderful rest of your day. Sorry for bad grammar and other mistakes

17 Comments

MasterSomething1/25/2016, 1:21:43 AM3 votes

As much as I want to sympathize, what's done is done. Unless you were unfairly banned, you are gone for good. I'd recommend making a new account.

Rose Horror1/25/2016, 3:00:17 PM2 votes

you can definitely try to appeal with a support ticket but it may not do much. You should still try though. It's great that you understand and accept what happened. I'm sorry that the revelation came to late.

Straw Hat Loki1/26/2016, 12:34:16 AM2 votes

I know the whole concept behind penalizing is reform in Riot's case until they deem a player unlikely to reform and perma-ban them. You seem to have written genuinely so you might as well try and request Riot Support to perhaps give another chance at redemption.

It would not be right for me to judge and say this was all just so you could have the ban lifted. It would be appropriate to mention that should you miraculously be given another chance, and you have not truly changed your attitude and approach towards the game, then the you will get hit with another ban soon enough.

I do believe you definitely should get a shot at redemption though! Good luck! I hope it works out for you.

eTjRYCIjES1/26/2016, 2:24:24 AM2 votes

you're clearly the first person with an education to not argue and cry over a perma ban, i wish riot would understand your sorry and you want a second chance but i dont think it works like that..... SORRY BUD item 3070

Get Dripped1/26/2016, 2:27:19 AM2 votes

this should get more attention lol

Bruce Sin Lee2/25/2016, 12:56:50 AM1 votes

As my journey ended in league, my sorrows still carry thy forward and i wish thy luck in to everyone experience because these sin's can not be undone. and i be for thy forgiven

Angry Monster1/26/2016, 12:24:01 AM1 votes

So i am curious, what is the point of making the thread?

I get that you accept that you did wrong. I am betting almost no one that you played with is going to see this, so the msg is not getting to the players you effected ( or if they were effected will not specifically remember you). The boards are far from the community (like maybe 3% of the player base use them).

Most ragers never change and argue their perma bans. Those that change mostly do so after getting hit with chat restrictions. You seem to have turned a new leaf after the fact (rare) but only due to not understanding what will happen with your old behavior. Those that visit the boards regularly are aware of what the punishments are, so your msg of warning is not being heard by the ones who would need it or could use it.

It seems like you are just calling needless attention to your self. So why do this?

Śtylish1/25/2016, 2:01:22 AM1 votes

GG