Sorry to everyone I've ever played with.

Hello all. I have posted here before when I was banned for short times and such. I never really meant to ever be an asshole online, things juat happen. I was recently permanently banned on my account for verbal abuse and vulgar language.

Now, I know I won't ever be able to tell these people that im truly sorry, unless Rioters can message them for me or something. Totally wouldn't ever happen, probably a privacy thing. I just wanted to apologize somehow, whenever things got hard in my life for the past few years I would just try and drown them out with league. Eventually that didn't work though, my problems started leaking into the game. I would get angry at the smallest things, even though I probably wasnt much or any better than the people I'd insult. Just because I seen a play and they didn't, or they wohkd walk away from a teamfight, I'd get in a bad mood and ruin games by being there.

I have spent well over a thousand dollars and put weeks of time into this game, only for myself to be a selfish asshole. Know I know spending a thousand some on a free game isn't justified and neither is bitching about being banned after spending so much. League was all I had in the dark times, and my money went to that and supporting myself while I lived alone. I just think about what I've done and can't comprehend how I got to that point.

I'm really sorry to see my account go, and really sorry to have to leave the community. I love everything about you guys and this game, but Riot has decided with fair reason that I don't belong here. Funny thing is I was going to post on the forums asking for someone to help me be less toxic, then I raged and got banned. Karma for waiting I suppose, but I digress. All I ever wanted was to play League, and I ruined it. So to everyone who I played with when I was sick, I'm sorry. To everyone who put up with me after I was robbed and after my accident, im so sorry. To everyone who dealt with my bullshit after I got cheated on, I'm truly sorry.

I'm going to work on being less toxic in everything I do online from now on. You live and learn. Thanks to anyone who reads this, and I wish you all the best of luck in upcoming matches and good spirits ! :D

Goodbye, League of Legends...