Wins and losses should be treated as equal as personal score in game while being ranking.
Hello my name is Mau short form for my full name which I rather not state, I am 18 years male and have been playing league of legends for around 4 years. With this being said I have seen the evolution of league of legends and how far it has come as a loved nation wide game. This game allows us to feel connected with each other and the champions in which we play. I love or loved this game so much that I would come home from school only to go to bed until my parents started yelling at me to go to bed, which was around 11pm. I was obsessed and at the time I didn't think anything of it, I was getting low grades in school and gaining a lot of weight for sitting all day and eating snack. I have always struggles as a child In personal manors that I might share if anyone needs something to relate to. With this came my depression, in grade 11 I though if I came out of the closet all my issues would be resolved and I would become a new person, I downloaded grinder and lost a lot of weight in unhealthy manors. For a time I was very happy, I was getting better grades, made many new friends and had a boyfriend which later became a main influence in my post depression along with many other things that pushed me to the edge of suicide, no one should ever resort to this but when you're caught up in it all you're only looking for a way out. Around the time that I was in my happy zone, I didn't play league because I thought it would influence my productivity, and thus bringing me back to my depressive state, but when you're really depressed you don't just simply get over it. I know there are people that are dealing with worse things then I am but regardless we're all equals and we all deserve the best lives no matter how you look, speak, interact, and feel, you should just be accepted, not because its not the right thing to do but rather the human thing to do. Back to the point, after my post depression I was stabilized by my family and friends and started playing league again, what I thought was fun back in the day had become stress. I had never been good at ranked and I was always placed bronze 5 until recently where I was able to clime myself to bronze 1. Look i'm in bronze for a reason and I know that but when I state that I am a good (not great) player I mean it. I associate bronze 5 with my pasts troublesome life and as I attempt my promos once more this new season in which I have already lost back to back 4 games, I have noticed that riot had not changed how the ranking system ranks individuals. What does it mean to be a good player? Riot does not rank people for their individual efforts but rather as a team. This is where I believe riot should improve league of legends . Why is it that I try so hard and do well and thanks to my teammates lack of experience and refusing of communication I get ranked based on their loss not mine. Playing today really brought back light of subjects in my past life that are unjust, I guess that's life but league of legends isn't that, league its what we use to feel better from our lives by simmering ourselves in another world. I don't want league to bring back horrible memories of my past, I am not the person I was a year ago but league of legends is the same as it was 4, I believe there should be actual change to the game rather then champions upgrades and the champion lore. I hope that one day league of legends will give me that feeling I used to get when I selected my champion and I felt a rush of excitement and adrenaline. Riot please become more then just a game and bring back that good feeling i used to feel, let you better our lives in real life and in game because your game "league of legends" has as much negative effects to ones own personal life and positives and you have immerse power and how you regulate that can deeply impact someones life. I know it has for me. Thank you.
(sorry for the bad grammar)