It's hard to find a nice group...

I'm a casual player. I love to play and accomplish amazing feats. But most times, I end up with teammates that within the span of a 40 minute game cuss at me 100+ times for no reason at all. The ongoing trend is "The LoL community is toxic," but I don't understand why... Is it because they spend 30+ minutes losing a video game? Or maybe someone insulted them and they feel like they need to insult others to feel better? Or is it just for the fun of torturing others for their own sadistic self-pleasure?

To that I ask why. What benefit is there to cyberbullying (And yes, cursing and telling someone to go kill themselves is cyberbulling)? Is there some kind of cash prize on 4chan for trolling? Do people just love to put their anger out by mentally assaulting an innocent individual? And when you look at these questions and think of your own saying, "Yep, all of the above," I am sad to think people have just _given up their humanity. _ Compassion. When I think of the word, I feel alone. Cause people around me seem to have none to their name. When a person screws up, don't insult them. How is insulting someone for a mistake going to help? Heck, don't say anything at all. It's not like people are just out to lose the game for you, and if there is a person like that, ask him why, and report him if he admits he's feeding. For the person who lacks the experience, instead of giving out instructions during the game and make him feel subjected to public demeaning, grab him after the game and help him out a bit if you feel in your heart you'd like to not only help another, but gain a new friend.

I won't bore you with a long, complicated story. I'll just tell you this. I was, indeed, told to go f myself, hang myself, and kill myself for 20 minutes nonstop. By my own 4 "teammates." I didn't feed (Or atleast tried not to as a adc without a support. He was playing as a second jungle... veigar jungle...). I didn't retaliate at all. I didn't quit the game cause I didn't want to break the rules or get banned by the obvious 4-man report bomb that would hit me after game for no reason at all._ I just sat there_... watching as my own team disowned me and continually told me to go kill myself.

I have no idea, but it's come to a point where I've just... given up. I don't care if people take this as the ramblings of a silver player with no reputation or friends. And no, I am not coming straight from a loss to talk about this. That event I told you about was a month or so ago.All I'm trying to say is that I'm a good, casual gamer who wants to play a_ fun game with friends_ that say "sorry" if they make mistakes, or "Do better next time/I'll come help you" when I or another make a mistake. Isn't there a group of people like that? Ones that don't hold grudges. Ones that are friendly and respect each other. Ones that don't repeatably curse and tell others to go kill themselves. Or is this community so hellish that there isn't a single glimpse of light in the cesspool of anger, rage, and pain?...

tl;dr? I can't express all this in one sentence, sorry...