Cant get to gold, stressed out?
Ive played Lol since ziggs came out. I dont know when that was. Since then ive struggled and learned and tried my best, maining support so nobody else has to, constantly trying to get to gold. I just cant.
For years ive never been able to get to gold. Silver? Fine. Silver 1? Fine. Gold 5? Nope, never.
Its not even about the skin, or the icons, its just having the border, saying “I accomplished something that some people havent!” Its not even a great devision, its just like silver, abeit a little better.
Ive lost constantly, and i dont even want to try anymore. All i wanted is the border. Some little accomplishment to show im a bit better, or at least average. Im stuck with 24 lp, and im sure solo q would bring it lower if i tried. Even duoing doesnt help, my teammate could do good, 3 other people, or 2 other people feed, and our game is over because 14/2 riven, 20/3 xayah or 18/6 warwick will just wreck our faces.
Im just venting, i know its not really a question. I just dont understand how its this hard? Is it smurfs? I dont get how, if i build all the correct items, use my abilities correctly and save teammates, heal them, ext, leads to a loss.
I dont want to say i deserve gold, its a title you need to earn, but i feel like im just getting a huge middle finger this last month of playing. Sure i win some, but to get in gold promos twice, and lose both times, one being 2 wins and losses, is just unbelievable to me.
Im struggling to not give up, but i just know i wont get gold this season. I want to, but there isnt any way for me to get there without either being carried or boosted. Times ticking away, and i just want the same border as all my friends, just so i dont look like the noob every time, so i can at least show i know what im doing.