Well, I finally got Perma-Banned. Interesting.
This isn't one of those super whiny posts that the internet has come to expect. While I did lose a lot (Beta Account with over $3,000 invested throughout the years, Every Rune, Every champion, TONS of skins, Etc..) I actually was anticipating the ban to eventually come.
What bothers me is that the message is stating that only 0.02% of all players are as Toxic as I am. I think that's full of crap. I play this game too and I can easily say that 60% of my toxicity is baited by other toxic players. There's at least 1 or 2 in every couple of games. Which means that my level of toxicity actually exists at a rate much higher than .02%. Closer to 15% even. Which while I may be personally bias, I don't even consider myself to be very harsh. I'll call someone a feeder or tell them they are making stupid decisions from time to time but I'm never the one using racial slurs or curse words. Heck, I'm actually quite a nice person. Especially to decent players. I live an altruistic lifestyle in the real world with a quality work ethic. I don't break laws or rules. It's really hard to believe that when it comes to the worst attitudes in the game that I could be among them.
I am quite competitive however and I suppose that is where the issue lies. I don't have a very high tolerance for mistakes or stupidity. Especially when any attempt to draw attention to said mistakes or bad decisions instantly labels you as toxic, even when trying to help. That can be very annoying. The number of times that I have found myself verbally attacked or trolled simply because I made a suggestion to avoid extending or to play a little safer is quite staggering.
In real life, I tend to find myself in Leadership roles or positions quite often. I'm vocal and strategic. I suppose when trying to apply these skills to League it comes across as toxic. Which I realized long ago. In fact, I gave up on trying to get teammates to play well a long time ago. I play purely for myself now. Knowing that I cannot depend on my teammates to do their part; I've grown content with just having a decent lane phase or KDA. Of course even then I find myself still getting reported due to a lack of participation with my team. Because I am within an elo where players run straight for fed opponents and I tend to avoid them like the plague I get accused often of 'not helping' and subsequently reported for it.
Which in the end I'm fine with. I'm fine with being banned. To be honest I never expected things to change. I never expected matchmaking to get any better and I've come to realize that most of the players in my elo just do not have the experience necessary to realize which calls or plays are good ones. But I don't see what any of this has to do with Normal games.
Why am I banned from Normal games? I feel like I should still be able to log in and play stress-free games that aren't played seriously. If playing competitively is what indeed brings toxicity out in me then why not simply sever my link to Solo-Q?
And why isn't removing the chat box from your game an option? If chat is the basis for toxic behavior then why not just remove chat for these players?
Anyway, I've been playing since Beta and my personality hasn't changed. Which leads me to believe that this community has become much more fragile. That in itself is quite annoying. I'm not sure when Toxicity became worse than feeding but there has definitely been a shift on that front. It's perfectly fine for a player to go 0/12 in a game and people don't mind them at all but the second you speak up and tell someone to stop extending you're all of a sudden public enemy #1. It's insane. If people would just stop playing badly I wouldn't even be toxic; AND we'd even be winning. So why do I get the blame? It's so backwards. I'd rather have a toxic player doing well on my team than a feeder any day of the week.
That's really what it comes down to. Players would rather feel better about themselves than improve. Which is not a good thing when it comes to competition; and not really the kind of community that I wish to be a part of. I knew the ban was coming and have been looking forward to having a reason to hang up my hat with this game. It's been a lot of great memories and when teams clicked it was amazing. I suppose I'll need a new hobby now to dedicate all of these hours into. Preferably something more healthy for me physically, lol. Have fun, Good Luck Everyone!