"Report Alistar for Going Top"
- It was Draft Mode
- I wanted to play Top Lane
- Can't afford new Champions because you don't get rewarded enough Essence
Then
- I get trolled all game
- I get flamed by teammates and called a troll
- Simple mistakes get blown out of proportion
- My first death is GG
- Troll teammates /all chat being buddy-buddy with enemies and asking to report me
After That
- Enemy team jokes with my toxic teammates, and encourages their bad behavior
- Told to uninstall
- Everyone talking about reporting me (including enemies)
"Just report them"
- That doesn't change the game I'm playing, I still have to endure crappy game after crappy game with a whole community of these players
"Just mute them"
- I wish Muting a player stopped their gameplay from griefing you
- Assistance pings and they run away to bait you into the enemies
- Come to your lane and persist on taking your CS (then flame you for having low farm)
- Come to your lane and int your lane opponent, then leaving you vulnerable when you try to help (then flame you for feeding)
I feel like "cancer" and "toxic" are great words. Because this behavior literally feeds itself. When I'm treated like this in game after game, I stop caring myself. I even feel spiteful toward players, and want to see them fail. I try to just chin-up and play the game, but it seems impossible to have a GG when this is the norm.
I just want to play the game and have some fun. Sure, losing sucks. But some of my most thrilling and exciting games have ended in a loss- and what made these games so fun was the cooperation and determination to play the game despite any mistakes being made.
I remember a game I had a while back where I played ADC and my support kept getting caught out. But my support was getting caught out because they were doing what they could to keep me alive. The game was an epic struggle, and we ended up losing, but it was a fun game because we were working together toward the same goal.
These days, you die once and there's always at least one player "/all GG". Already accepting defeat, and out of some strange sense of ego they go out of their way to make sure you do poorly so they can calculate the loss and try to pass it off as your fault.
I WANT to play this game. I also want to play a good game. And I really believe that's why you see all these people saying they're done with League, but log on the next day anyways. Hope. When you feel so strongly about something, you hope it can become better. Like that bad relationship with the person you love. You want them to change because you love them- but you always ask yourself: is it even worth it anymore?