after getting a 14day ban..
so i got off a 14 day ban and change my name to prove to myself i will get better but after 2 weeks i have no passion for this game anymore like its not fun win or lose i lose i want to just cry and not play anymore then win i am just relived the game is over and i can finally do something else after that mental exhaustion of 50 mins of stress and anger. keep in mind i no longer talk and i mute all its just the Game play itself that make me not want to play the game even when i am mid way in a ranked game. idk i guess i am growing out of this game or maybe its because there is so many more better games anyway i uninstalled and will probably not return and if i do it will probably be in a year or two and if anyone else is feeling the way i am id suggest doing the same.