I'm sorry Riot.
Dear, Riot I'm sorry for my toxicity in League of Legends.
I have been permanent banned on my other account D3lvis but I know I have been very toxic this season and I have been playing since season 2 and I've never been ban or been toxic through S2-4 , this toxicity started from season 5-6 because I have been wanting to rank up. I have been yelling at my teammate, I know this is wrong and my action been very inappropriate in game. I know I should not be raging at my teammates and after a month, I have missed playing on main account because starting from the bottom is rough. I agree to do anything or talk to someone. I just want to have one more chance because I have realize how much time I put in this game and money on that account. The more I think about it and the more I have been playing on my new account and I have not been toxic nor was I yelling at anyone, It because I rage in rank because everyone want to rank up and I have realize if i lose that account its like losing thousands of dollars and thousands of hours of my time. I have realize that my raging for ranking up not worth losing my account.
P.S I been so sad because I wish you guys could of told me about or even given me a heads up about it such as "Dear summoner the next time you break the rule, it will lead to a permanent ban." Because some of my friend told me that it takes about four banning warning in order get permanent ban. I wish that permanent banning was not a thing... But I understand it because Riot want a healthy community full of good players but I wish Riot looks where its happening and why instead of just not know where the root of raging is coming from. I myself rage only in rank and not in normal because those game does not matter and in rank it where it all counts, the hard work, the hours of game play you put into the game and some player just want to win. I got lost in the goal of trying to win instead of looking at what was in front of me, having fun and if we lost we lose and if we win we win. sorry for my English I try to type what I'm feeling. I still love you Riot. Happy Valentine Day and hope you look in your heart to give me an other chance.