i can't report someone for trolling

so i just got chat restrictions and i feel shame to myself tbh and i don't ask for remove the chat restrictions or something all i ask i had 10 games chat restrictions because i was toxic right but the other one is 25 chat restrictions this is what happen i play duo and i got autofill as jungler i'm support main and don't know how to play junlger but i try my best to helping my team and gank all lanes but there is one person top laner was really titld me he ask for gank and i come to help him and he just left me with full health and flaming me and all i did is to gank his lane and he did not help me at all other lanes i help them and when i said waste of time gank top he took ALL my farm and camps and start trolling like i swear i remeber someone play AP yasuo and i can't report him because there are no report for trolling here is my chat log

Game 1 In-Game Final destructor: i need level 6 Final destructor: ok i see Final destructor: waste of time gank top Final destructor: stupid Final destructor: nto you Final destructor: the top laner Final destructor: the braindead Final destructor: kid stop crying Final destructor: i will mute you anyway Final destructor: yes you are Final destructor: i really hate you Final destructor: so much right Final destructor: now Final destructor: and who last game feeding? Final destructor: HUH Final destructor: WHO Final destructor: 9/26 Final destructor: ME? Final destructor: how Final destructor: i was top Final destructor: you can't blame me Final destructor: :) Final destructor: last gaem Final destructor: i was Final destructor: TOP Final destructor: ok Final destructor: and now you still feeding Final destructor: this jarven Final destructor: FEED EVERY Final destructor: premade Final destructor: and i wish i don't play with him anymore Final destructor: flaming huh Final destructor: fiora you you flaming me when the game start Final destructor: yep Final destructor: feeding Final destructor: i'm gonnna farm Final destructor: ok Final destructor: sure Final destructor: i'm done Final destructor: WHO Final destructor: STEAL Final destructor: MY Final destructor: RED BUFF Final destructor: FIORA SHTFU OK I GOT AUTOFILL Final destructor: and idk what i'm doing Final destructor: OK Final destructor: i'm not top main Final destructor: support main Final destructor: i'm INTING? Final destructor: i flame jarven Final destructor: becuz he is my friend Final destructor: and i know him Final destructor: ok Final destructor: my name is shyvana Final destructor: FUNNY Final destructor: LMAO Final destructor: XD Final destructor: muted Final destructor: sure Final destructor: who said go afk? Final destructor: DUDE I"M TRYING MY FKING BEST TO GANK AND FARM Final destructor: BUT YOU MAKE THIS SO HARD Final destructor: OK Final destructor: SO LUCKY Final destructor: VI Final destructor: ggwp Post-Game Final destructor: ok Final destructor: ggwp

most of word strong word i say it to my friend and i accept to get chat restrictions

but i just want to ask if i gonna play 25 games and be positive and cool and get my honnor back will my account be normal i mean everything gonna be normal or there are something i will not get anymore or my account gonna be different because this is my first time ever i got chat restrictions from 2012-2019 like what is gonna happen in future because i really want to reform and don't be toxic ever again in my life..... but i feel it's.... to late?