Perma-banned (not asking for a repeal)
So... few days ago my account got permabanned, been playing since season 2. I thought I would just straight up quit and never play again but I was just too sad to see my account go like that so I decided to make a smurf and I've been leveling it a bit.
Background: yes I was a dick, I'm having personal problems, and I know that's not a good excuse, but it's honestly the only reason I would act out of character like I did in my games that I was banned. I know I had warnings and I was actually very good for months after my 2nd warning, just had a bad week and slipped up without thinking.
I'm going to see a therapist next week to talk about my problems, so hopefully I get better, I'm also refraining from using chat at all in games on my new account, and if I do its normally for basic communication. Things are going OK but its seriously a grind, and a depressing one at that.
Basically what I'm getting to is... would there ever be a possibility that I would get somebody to look at my case a few months or so down the road? I know its a long shot but this account really does mean a lot to me and it would really be upsetting to see it go forever.
If you're here to tell me I'm an asshole and that I deserve my ban, don't waste your time, I've heard it a million times and I agree, I am an asshole and I do deserve it. But at least be happy that I'm trying to find the root of my problems and become a better person. It has taken me nearly 3 years to build up the courage to go see a therapist, and I think my life might just turn around finally.
