Permabanned since October 2012
It has been a little over 6 years since my permaban. I want to explain a little bit about before and what has happened since.
So i made my account in September? of 2010. Right when Miss Fortune came out. I played so so so much. I met some of my closest friends on league of legends. In 2011 I would meet my best friends who lived a city away from me and we met up and my life changed for the best. I currently live with one of them as my roomate and talk to another one who moved to texas every day still. I was laid off from a job in mid 2011 and the only thing that helped me wake up every day and not feel so depressed was League of Legends. I played religiously for over a year and eventually developed a god complex and thought i was better than everyone and little mistakes started to make me upset. I would flame people hard about how they played the game that i had no control over and wouldn't matter in the grand scheme of things. Eventually after being banned a few times I was permabanned during the Halloween event in October 2012. I just bought Zombie Brand and I think School Teacher Fiora as skins and right before that i filled out my entire champion list. I was complete and on top of the world. I had Riot Blitz, Riot Graves, Arcade Hecarim and some other rarer skins. I was the man and on top of the world. Then it all hit me. Permaban for flaming an ezreal and playing a support mundo out of spite. I remember the game and it didn't go so bad but thats probably because i remember it being a decent game minus the flame. I wish i could have taken it back and few years later i did find the person from the game and apologized and they commented on my thread i had dedicated to leaving the game and saying i'm sorry. In the months following i sent tickets trying to get my account back. I was so upset because of the money i spent into the account and time played. I thought I would never play again. I stopped playing for a while. Sent tickets every so often. In December 2012 I got a job and had less time for video games so it didn't hurt so much. Every once in a while i would send in a ticket though. I heard about pro players becoming unbanned and thought i had a chance. No chance came. The reform system they launched for specific people. I wanted in on that program. I felt reformed. I wanted to play so bad so i made another account but it wasn't the same. I eventually fell out of love with League of Legends. A few sporadic games here and there. I would watch some streams. I actually cried a few times over my account.
I loved this game so much. My birthday was yesterday the 27th and I was thinking what would be the one thing i would ever want from this world before i die? To play league of legends on my old account one more time. Playing my favorite Riot Graves skin(BEST AA ANIMATION + SOUND EVER!!) again. I'm 29 now and not my old 21-22 year old self. I have had a few relationships, made friends, lost friends, started jobs, got new jobs, started a career, finished 2 year college. I still have a huge love for this game. I just wish i could feel it again. If there was any way possible for this. PLEASEEEE Let me know. I would do anything.