Is good conduct worth it?
Does bettering yourself do anything than maybe get you a few more honours? Being someone who used to go afk often I haven't gone afk or left a game in a long time. I have always tried to be nice to teammates and enemies alike. I thought that maybe being nice and following guidlines might help me better myself and have a more positive experience with the game. I have to say, being positive towards everyone does help you keep your cool more often than not. But today I got a grim reminder... after having to leave my PC due to an emergency I left my champ in our fountain. I didn't ragequit, or close the game. I didn't leave because I didn't want to finish that game of Twisted Treeline. I thought it would be fine if I just left the game running and came back as soon as possible. But I was wrong. The game was over. Big bold letters mocked me for abandoning my teammates. I came back to an unpleasend notification saying that I had been pushed into a lower priority queue. I hoped with all of my heart that I didn't get punished as hardly as someone who afk's every 5th game. Wrong again. Being put into a lower priority queue for the first tim in a long time didn't mean I got spared. 5 20minute blocks? After being a good boy for so long? Papa Riot why? Do I never get forgiven for my past sins? I am desperatly trying to hold my nerves together. I don't want to go through this. Not after all that effort put into being nice. I contemplate just getting a new account. No, the low level hell is not better than whats hit me now. I get furious. BAM! I punch my wall. My hand hurts. I calm down. Press play. And write this while waiting. Am ingame now bye.
