TOXIC?

hello, im playing that game so much time, i used so much money for it .I had the ban for 14 days before an 2 months i think, because i was really toxic and i knew it. But I stopped it ! i didnt flame whole time ! everytime i told to my self to not be toxic ! and i did it successfully . then u just destroyed it , for real ! i was not toxic that game , i was just tilted, saying gank me , i didnt even spam , i dont understand that perma ban ! u just kicking me out of the game for nothing ! i want u to check it cause its really important for me , and i dont want another admin that can not do anything and saying that he really wants to help me but he cant or trying to think that they are right but not ! U are not , i was really not toxic ! i hope u understand why im toxic now

Thank You, Mor