Punishment System Confusion
EDIT: Riot has opted to give players an opportunity to recover if their behavior was only negative in one instance. The climb from Honor 1 to 2 can definitely be made in 3 months as long as you don't display negative behavior. For those against this, if a player continues to be negative I have seen multiple red posts stating that even ONE instance of negativity can greatly hinder honor progress in level 1. This means that the great majority of people effected by this change will only end up being those who were generally non-toxic and legitimately slipped up once. Thank you for this opportunity Riot! https://boards.na.leagueoflegends.com/en/c/developer-corner/TGYs0hwO-2018-end-of-season-rewards-and-honor
I am posting here at the behest of Mochigirl from Player Support.
Honestly, it is very depressing that I'm here in the first place... I would appreciate honest feedback, sorry for the length but I feel it is appropriate to correctly convey my full thoughts on this incident.
Ok, here goes...
I have been playing league of legends since I believe early 2011, nearly 8 years. I have north of 3000 normals played, hundreds of dominion (we all remember that one right? :P) and I have no earthly idea how many rotating game mode matches. Oh, of course, approaching something like 1000 ARAMs as well. :)
So, I've been playing this game for almost 8 years and I have many thousands of matches played. I have never received any form of punishment on this account in this time. I am typically the type of player that either doesn't speak or speaks very little in a match. I never use my pings to taunt players (Spamming MIA on a player when they misplay), I do not engage in behavior that would be detrimental to the team.
However, no one is perfect. I finally made the mistake of playing a match when I was in a very bad state mentally. Suffice to say I was having arguably the worst day of my life. Nothing really seemed to be going my way and I just wanted to sit down and play a few games. I played a few matches and lost every one, very unfortunate. Then for some reason... I decided to queue again. During this match I was at my lowest point in as long as I can remember. A player on my team decided it was appropriate to follow me around the jungle attempting to steal any camp he could from me because "I didn't gank his lane". This same player would also run up to engage in a team-fight and then tap "S" and stand still until everyone was dead. No auto attacks, no ability usage.
Now, we've all likely seen something like this happen, it isn't news. This definitely isn't the first time I've seen it. However, in this state I was vulnerable and snapped. I actually engaged this player in chat. Something that I would never normally do. I swore at this player a few times saying things like "shut the f&@% up" and "you ruin games with your horses$%t bad attitude"
What came next? My very first chat restriction. I was upset but honestly after that game had ended I was already telling myself, long before the restriction hit me, that it was stupid to engage him "I need to log off for a bit" I told myself. There is no reason to engage in situations like that, all it does is draw attention away from the game play and into the chat window. Which is detrimental to the team. So when the chat restriction hit me I thought that was very unfortunate but ultimately it will serve to remind me to keep to the practices I've used all 8 years playing the game. Don't queue if you aren't in the right mentality. I didn't know of the OTHER impacts receiving this punishment would have....
I haven't played league a lot the last year. Not because of the game itself, I love the game. I just haven't had the ability to play a lot. So rewind to about a week prior to this incident... On the launcher I checked out the end season reward at a friend's place and noticed it was a skin for Orianna, I have always been extremely fond of this champion and have never cared for any of the skins currently on the market for her. This Victorious skin immediately clicked with me though! I loved it! I readjusted my schedule and made a lot of time for league in the last 2 weeks in order to obtain this. I put 100% of my free time into studying the meta, watching various related content on youtube, and practicing in normals to prepare for the ranked climb. I then made that climb and landed in gold league! Yay! That beautiful Orianna skin is all mine!
The next morning I was playing with some friends who brought up the honor system. I was checking my profile and noticed I was still level 1 but I recalled getting a honor skin in previous seasons for higher levels. They then mentioned it resets every season and that you can not obtain end season rewards if you aren't at least level 2.
I took to google to figure out what I could do to correct this with the mere days I had left in the season. Already preparing to clear my weekend. Turns out, normally it resets to level 2 but when you receive ANY form of punishment no matter how big or small... your honor level is set to level 1.
This disables end season rewards!
This is the part of the story I really need help with. I poured a lot of time and effort, planning, preparation, and many hours of practicing in normals in order to obtain gold league. This is extremely depressing to me, however, barring the culmination of events that have brought me to where my life is presently, objectively I do not feel this is a fair punishment.
I have played thousands of matches in league over the nearly 8 years I have played the game. This was a punishment given to me from ONE match. I did not receive any warnings of any sort and as a result for this one instance were I was too upset, too foolish to not engage with that player... I received the following:
- 10 game chat restriction
- Honor level set to level 1, disabling any potential honor rewards.
- End season rewards disabled, regardless of current league placement.
I opened a ticket to contest only the last point in the above list only to be told that can not be done. This punishment does not at all fit the crime. I poured my soul into this. It was my goal, something to make me feel valuable again and it is very upsetting that there is no chance what-so-ever of me fixing this. I encouraged the support team to look at my chat logs for any other game played before or after the one in question so they could better gauge my behavior but this did not matter.
Please help me understand why this is an acceptable punishment.