I am mentaly done with it.

I can't stay it anymore. This is a cry baby thread to let it out, downvote or ignore it, i don't care.

I can't sit there anymore and get all the shit talk every game. It made my ragequit the first time ever since 6 years and i will get some space between me and league for a while. People sitting on you and shit talking you that you are boosted, bought the account, calling you are retard and the typical "lets 4x report that guy". I am aware i can mute everyone and get rid of it. In the last months i had to do that very often from the beginning and it makes me sad. People wouldn't shit talk if they were in the same room but you they think it's fine cause the are anonym.

I realy like this game and it's hard to find something which i want to spend as much time as with league (for a game). I would love to play this game without the need to mute people to "secure myself" of getting hit on. And i am aware riot is cares about flame but the problem is it seems there are too much. I get the fact that people with low toxic value or rare flaming get off for free since everyone is having a bad day at some point. But there are way too much. Everygame i read stuff like "report this idiot" "boosted retard" and so on. It's not always in my direction but someone is always to blame in some idiots view and it even makes me sad to see another person struggeling with that sh*t.

Maybe I invested to much time into the game the last months so I kind of care too much about what strangers on the internet write but it makes me fking sad that people act that way if they know they don't have to deal with the consequences in reallife.

Now that i wrote it down for once I feel a bit better and can do something else while calming down.

Let the few flamers come. I don't feel much anyway atm.