this is too much already

so again i go for over 40 games of not talking to anyone at all, ive had a 14 day suspension. so i was trying to reform and learn to play without having to chat ever cause their never any good that comes from talking. so i get a game where i get a trio come in and they keep telling me not to worry all champ select that they will carry me and im a noob. we get in game and at lv2 i tell morg to stop pushing cause were dying and her w is taking farm so its making lane hard. then i get attacked by their other two people in the group saying i should shut up and that i suck i should be happy im gonna get carried. they then keep trolling me taking farm and trying to get me killed, so i leave lane and go to just farm a lane by myself so i dont get trolled. they then proceed to tell me to kill myself and that im a troll who my parents should prob have had an abortion and that they prob regret ever having me....

i then try to defend myself by telling them what they were doing and they just kept saying im the troll, i wrote in all chat to please report them and that its gg. After that game i get a notice saying ive been permabanned....even after playing over 40 games of not talking ever... so i signed back in to see what they show i got banned for... they pull up my chat history of that game and apparently saying "morg.." "stop pushing please" "dont w the minions please" and "gg report voli morg and cho, trio abusing me and trolling me" and im banned for that? so im apparently suppose to just take the abuse? sit quite and report them? i cant even ask or say something that will help us as a team?

recently ive seen many people get banned for defending themselves. ive seen a friend get chat restrict for telling someone to shut up after they abused him for over 50 mins about how hes doing bad... he signs back in and the only chat history is of him talking to me and the shut up..... riot really needs to look in to this verbal abuse thing cause apparently saying that you're getting abused in chat is abusing the other players

i guess in the end im just a toxic player even if i dont talk or even just try to defend myself from being mobbed by people that riot lets dynamic q together. oh well. on to overwatch