I want to improve , help me out .
Hi , my dumbass managed to get yet another account perma-banned beacuse of toxicity .
I do realize i am a player with a short fuse and can get mad alot . I do realize that I have an issue. I wanted to improve beacuse it really affects my mental state and my gameplay. I will get mad , flame the shit out of the players for their mistakes/or mine dumb actions , log off then stay tilted and mad or upset and would chanel that into some real life scenarios . Don't get me wrong , I do not want to get unbanned on this account , I was toxic I can say and I deserve the proper punishment. I'm not delusional nor that guy that says "but I did nothing wrong" or "they flamed me I backfired on them". But firstly , I wanna know some things.
Why are we not allowed to see if someone got banned? (As in if I report someone , and he get's banned, sometimes but not always I will get the thingy that says he got punished.That way I can feel like my reports did something , as they did on someone else when they reported me . )
Why do agressive chat behaviour get more attention then people that int and grief ? I say this from experience , I know alot of time when I did dumb stuff like running it down mid and simillar things , I would not get bans or restrictions after 20+ games.But when I say somethng toxic ( I do say alot of shit when I lose my temper) , I probably get noticed and punished in about 2-3 games .
Anyways , I am not here to start a feud with Riot or their report system .I am simply asking some question that I want to know and I want to improve my additude in chat when I'm playing a game . I would post the chat that I got banned for recently , since it's gonna probably be an essay long text ( it already probably is ) and very few people will take the time to read everything I said .
Game 1 Pre-Game Post Maløne: waddup In-Game Post Maløne: i told you to ward my blue Post Maløne: is it that hard Post Maløne: how i hate you yi Post Maløne: can't describe Post Maløne: ward my blue Post Maløne: ??????????? Post Maløne: ff Post Maløne: ff Post Maløne: ff Post Maløne: ff Post Maløne: go next Post Maløne: open Post Maløne: 0/3 Post Maløne: but k Post Maløne: talk Post Maløne: yi top Post Maløne: ? Post Maløne: It's simple Post Maløne: ward the objectives Post Maløne: when i ping Post Maløne: come Post Maløne: and we won Post Maløne: who's flaming? Post Maløne: how Post Maløne: that's flame? Post Maløne: you do that to me Post Maløne: you literaly talk Post Maløne: please ff i will lose my mind Post Maløne: I will lose my fucking mind Post Maløne: Mute me i don't give a fuck Post Maløne: just f Post Maløne: they can't come Post Maløne: ? Post Maløne: they need scaling for coming? Post Maløne: on a 4v2 Post Maløne: god damn Post Maløne: bard was dead Post Maløne: how is that 3 ? Post Maløne: i know what you're doing Post Maløne: walking up to vladimir Post Maløne: for no reason Post Maløne: and then blaming us Post Maløne: i give up Post Maløne: go ie Post Maløne: d what you want Post Maløne: i'm farming till we ff Post Maløne: sure Post Maløne: report me Post Maløne: i don't care Post Maløne: how many fucking times Post Maløne: did i ping Post Maløne: for a dragon Post Maløne: ? Post Maløne: and Post Maløne: and Post Maløne: What did you do Post Maløne: when you pinged/ Post Maløne: what Post Maløne: did Post Maløne: you Post Maløne: do Post Maløne: when Post Maløne: you Post Maløne: pinged Post Maløne: i Post Maløne: came Post Maløne: you Post Maløne: went Post Maløne: farming Post Maløne: sotp Post Maløne: talking Post Maløne: do it Post Maløne: has 7 deaths Post Maløne: and how am i toxic Post Maløne: of course i am Post Maløne: i said ff Post Maløne: 3 times Post-Game Post Maløne: do it Post Maløne: I wanna know for what Post Maløne: oh no Post Maløne: my feelings Post Maløne: NO Post Maløne: not my account Post Maløne: you got no arguments Post Maløne: i didn't do anything reportable Post Maløne: you're just mad and have to blame someone for your stupidity Post Maløne: givig up? Post Maløne: yi has 8 deaths lost top, lux has 7 deaths lost mid Post Maløne: honestly Post Maløne: oh Post Maløne: right Post Maløne: flame team Post Maløne: what did I say ? Post Maløne: when you didn't come at drake? Post Maløne: did I flame? Post Maløne: i just asked why did you farm Post Maløne: you watch the replay Post Maløne: okay Post Maløne: and Post Maløne: what did you do Post Maløne: when you pinged Post Maløne: yeah Post Maløne: sorry i cannot Post Maløne: teleport Post Maløne: on demand Post Maløne: low midnded Post Maløne: people Game 2 Pre-Game Post Maløne: bot premade Post Maløne: top premade In-Game Post Maløne: ??? Post Maløne: you're trash why are you talking? Post Maløne: ! Post Maløne: Why are you talking Post Maløne: you're stilll talking Post Maløne: you took our bot Post Maløne: you inted Post Maløne: now you afk Post Maløne: it's a sad story Post Maløne: Graves tell your premade to move Post Maløne: nah Post Maløne: you managed to lose againts this Lux Post Maløne: how Post Maløne: Report Tham Post Maløne: thanks Post Maløne: For ? Post Maløne: did you actually ask for ? Post Maløne: Who cares what you say Post Maløne: you're in our base Post Maløne: for about 10 minutes Post Maløne: dw Post Maløne: i'll personaly Post Maløne: report you Post Maløne: on the ticket Post Maløne: section Post Maløne: just for you to recive a proper punishment Post Maløne: You'll see Post Maløne: i can't wait Post-Game Post Maløne: You're getting banged Post Maløne: then banned Post Maløne: you'll see Post Maløne: you wont Post Maløne: start Post Maløne: a new account Post Maløne: if you do Post Maløne: i will waste your time Post Maløne: so it's a win win for me Post Maløne: yeye Post Maløne: that's all you got to say Post Maløne: your point beeing? Post Maløne: you're 12 Post Maløne: lol Post Maløne: even more satisfaction Post Maløne: in this report
Keep in mind that I'm such a dickhead when I'm mad but that's not excuse for my actions . I want to know what can I do to improve other then /mute all , since chat can be very helpfull in some scenarios . Thanks to anyone that took the time to read all of this .