Teammates scream mean things at me, I get banned. That's ok, but ban them too pls. It was them

Right so, I died a couple of times. Here's how: enemy jg stole my first red (I'm on red team ), okay. When it respawns enemy toplaner comes , right. My toplaner doesn't come right away, he comes after the red is dead and I and mid fight this toplaner. (mid came fast, that was cool). I was super low, but decided to help a little, by sending an ability over wall. Well he spun over that wall and killed me. Pretty dumb of me I thought, but whatever. Then my adc shouts at me that I suck and should be reported, even tho 2 minutes ago I succesfully ganked their lane, and didn't even take the kill. I muted him naturally. Then second time I'm wandering in my jg, their toplaner is there again, and mine doesn't even bat an eye. I almost espaced but enemy jg jumped at me too. That made my toplaner flame me too, "he almost has him and I give him a kill every time", I was like chill man, and then their mid appears in my jg full combo ignite 'n stuff, you know, to which my sups joins on flames. And I was like, hey, I'm gonna swear word at you if you don't stop, and they didn't so I afkd in base and said a couple mean things to them, nothing too bad. But yeh, I got banned for talking ugly.

And I did, sure enough, but it was a toxic response to much more toxic stimuli. I even started the game with talking to myself "be chill peter, be possitive and only respond with: hey guys be possitive" ....I actually really did. But I couldn't hold myself. Partly from frustration that everybody was lvl 5-6 and i was 3, and those people were so mean, so early, for no reasons. I'm all for this fixing of comunity. This ban will make respon less agresively. I hope. But the real change has to strat with those tilters. I really believe that they should get banned too. If you're able to send me my chat history, you're able so see theirs and evalute their attitude and fix things at their root, not when they escalate and fools like me get backslapped while they walk free, and flame everybody who just faces someone a little better, or had a little bad luck.

I'm g2, op.gg says that's in top 17% on eune, yet people keep shouting at me that i suck. I hit them with that "no u ....you mfing piece of s*" and get banned. This is not the way. Again, I deserve the ban, I know, and I'm asking you to ban those people who brought me here. Please