I'm giving up being a nice guy. Its just not worth it anymore.

Darkmind1212··9 votes·1,951 views

So I have come to the lowest point I could even bring myself as a league player and that's just letting the inner ass hole inside me come out. (Jesus this phrase even crept me out). I have tried everything but I lack the self control to not become one anymore. Forcing myself to be nice and silent to those who clearly act like idiots or jerks to those around them. I am not blaming them for my actions I blame myself for lacking the ability to be able to handle this. Though jesus christ, NOTHING IS WORTH THIS! This realization hit me so hard that It ended up giving me a massive headache. No goal that league provides is worth any of this. Putting up with countless ass holes and players who would rather not improve while holding others back is not worth the work or effort. I simply can not see a reason to not simply say "hey get your head out of your ass and stop repeating the same mistake over and over" to a player making mistakes or to a player who is trash talking to "stop crawling up your own ass or you will end up choking on your own head". I know it isn't right to say this but until someone can convince me other wise I am not going to hold back regardless of punishments.

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LOL Spammer2 votes

I mean as long as what you are flaming about makes sense and is useful, I'm willing to turn my head a little to the right. The problem with most flamers is that they have no idea what they are talking about. Most of the time it ends up with some 5 year old shit like "ill find ur mom and kill u"

Darkmind12121 votes

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I mean as long as what you are flaming about makes sense and is useful, I'm willing to turn my head a little to the right. The problem with most flamers is that they have no idea what they are talking about. Most of the time it ends up with some 5 year old shit like "ill find ur mom and kill u"

I think the thing that breaks me is the moment I am called a troll for simply telling someone the truth of their situation. An example would be is I see someone up top trying to trade with a champ that vastly out damages them and ends up dying a vast amount of times because of it. I end up saying something like "Dude I can see the mistakes you are making. Back the fuck up and stop trying to fight her. Its clearly not working so learn from it the first time other than taking 4 ass kickings to notice" Then it continues to happen and I would reply " Does getting your ass kicked multiple times not give you a red flag. Stop playing like a fuck up and stop repeating that same mistake"

LOL Spammer1 votes

It's fucking ridicules what goes through the heads of some of the people who play this game. Like their logic is 11/10. "Enemy team is at our inhib topside, THEIR WHOLE TEAM IS THERE, GUYS LETS PUSH MID AND WIN THE GAME!!!!!."

S6 Is Trash1 votes

the problem is unless you study the game 24/7 or are one of the top pro players you cant really rage since you dont really know if its wrong or right. Example when I smurf in lower elo players are constantly raging at me because I dont do simple standard stuff that only noobs know the best is "you didnt gank thats why we lost lane" and then im like 20-0 and carry the game.

If you realize you are trash you cant really rage at people because if you were good you could just carry them. Thats how I see it along with top players. Just mute all and get better than the monkeys. Work on improving instead of winning and you have nothing to rage about.

LOL Spammer1 votes

I'm not really talking about raging, I'm talking about constructive criticism, the two are confused very much now a days.

SoundChaosDebug2 votes

No one is forcing you to play, take a break and enjoy outside for a bit.

TONY IS SO HOT1 votes

What is this "outside" you talk about?

mason water1 votes

i think its a new champ!

TONY IS SO HOT1 votes

Taric rework?

No flash no life2 votes

Inability to improve is one thing. You should run into them less often if you either climb or they drop. Inability to stop themselves from doing harm intentionally to the team is something I consider more serious, such as the trashtalking you've mentioned if that is true.

Being nice with this community is going to reach its limit at some point. Best advice I have is don't concern yourself too much over what results from a game. Relax, yolo, get as much fun as you can out of most situations. For example, when my team's sieging, the first guy that gets hit by a skill shot is nicknamed "gud player" for the rest of that match, something we do to both keep ourselves from getting hit and to laugh about it afterwards.

0f04J0X1YO1 votes

People troll just as much in diamond as they do in bronze. Wake up from your fantasy.

Darkmind12121 votes

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People troll just as much in diamond as they do in bronze. Wake up from your fantasy.

Did you even make an attempt to read what he typed. Regardless him being part of an issue or not you just made yourself out to be a pompous moron. The area of influence for a jerk was not even mentioned it was just a rough estimate of the effects of dealing with one. And "wake up from your fantasy"...really? I understand a play on words but you only put the cheery on top on how you just wanted to sound like a self adsorbed d*** weed. And yes I know that using self absorbed right before d*** weed is a double positive and there for wrong. And you know how I know this? Because I am aware of what I am typing down and thinking it over unlike someones post I unfortunately came across.

0f04J0X1YO1 votes

Actually he mentioned the player climbing or the trolls dropping. Thing is people troll at all levels, which is what makes his statement a delusion. Yeah, I thought it through you apparently aren't nearly as capable of critical reading and thinking as you think yourself. People most definitely hold this idea that plat plus is a mystical place where a player making effort against your team winning not only doesn't exist but that it wont matter, you'll be too skilled to lose. It ain't so. Its there, it happens, with almost the same frequency and its just as unpunished by riot.

MasterSomething2 votes

Well, I'm disappointed you can't /muteall or just ignore, laugh, and report and move on. Very disappointed.

0f04J0X1YO1 votes

Do you enjoy a lack of progress? Do you enjoy the feeling of progress was available even within reach until stuck with a cancer for which the only cure is to repeat the cycle?

This is what league is, your comment isn't helpful. In fact, you're part of the problem.

MasterSomething1 votes

What? Because I have thick skin and report toxic people? Tell me how I am a problem.

0f04J0X1YO1 votes

Having a day wasted gets laughed off the first time, episode number 102398187651923 is beyond old. No matter how thick your skin is, someone will get to you. Case in point, I did.

MasterSomething1 votes

Um... No you didn't? I can't tell whether you are dense or just a terrible troll, lol.

Darkmind12121 votes

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Well, I'm disappointed you can't /muteall or just ignore, laugh, and report and move on. Very disappointed.

Words are one thing. Actions are another. I can plug my ears all I wan't to their ramblings but that doesn't stop ones actions.

SmokedAlmonds1 votes

If that is really how you feel then you should probably just walk away because you are going to end up permanently banned before too long.

nerak231 votes

" Does getting your ass kicked multiple times not give you a red flag. Stop playing like a fuck up and stop repeating that same mistake"

Ask yourself this question and you will have your answer...When you say this does it make you feel better ?

Darkmind12122 votes

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Ask yourself this question and you will have your answer...When you say this does it make you feel better ?

Better than holding it in. Lesser of two evils.

Kaxi1 votes

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Better than holding it in. Lesser of two evils.

I actually take a little break between games. A short workout actually does help take off the edge. A few minutes of punching a bag or on an exercise bike really helps.

nerak231 votes

Better than holding it in. Lesser of two evils.

Then, my friend you have your answer :) Good Luck, I mean it ! I would say to you though, try to be the better person if you can but be true to yourself.

proud and bronze1 votes

riot wants to change our personalities into friendly little lambs.

dont do it. be yourself.

if they want to ban your account then let them. at least you will be honest and not a phoney.

74981916_DEL1 votes

Fine but dont say key toxic words

" Old mc donald Had a farm, eeee--i- eeee -i ohhhh and on this farm he had a toxic list eeee--i eeee- i- ohhhh-"

You can't say this, you can;t say that, heres the list and u better rhyme...to...that...

HERES THE LIST

trash basterd puq anything related to garbage anything related to parents anything related to gentials anything related to sexual insults anything related to riot bashing anything related to champion bashing anything related to trolling anything related to league of legends. [zombie-brand-clap]

Dataless1 votes

"Yes.... let the hate flow through you."

The Aggressor1 votes

Honestly the only way I learned to become better at this game and many others were from people being toxic to me when i sucked. Then after people getting mad at me over something, id quit making that mistake. Now im here on League of Legends telling players to get their head out of their ass and to not attack champs under a turret when they have half health 10 times a game just to get banned. The best part is that all the people who usually are toxic, are just sick of the people with no common sense. Enjoy your ban though, I just got my third one an hour ago for telling my team to quit feeding.

I has half health, enemy has full health and is 2 levels ahead of my, I should attack him -Derp Teammate

KenjiYugo2 votes

i just got perma-banned, when u fight ur way from silver 5 to gold 4 and then drop all the way back to silver 4 due to the same boring dumb bad people who purposely throw games, gets old, what else is there to do except rage? clearly hard work isnt rewarded its just false hope for victory, just to be swept away if u dont 5v5 with a set team who all want to win, league is pointless, from playing over 7000 games of summoners rift on 3 different acct, its pretty obvious its never going to change.

0f04J0X1YO1 votes

gonna try and appeal the ban or walk away?

Sploob the Goob1 votes

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i just got perma-banned, when u fight ur way from silver 5 to gold 4 and then drop all the way back to silver 4 due to the same boring dumb bad people who purposely throw games, gets old, what else is there to do except rage? clearly hard work isnt rewarded its just false hope for victory, just to be swept away if u dont 5v5 with a set team who all want to win, league is pointless, from playing over 7000 games of summoners rift on 3 different acct, its pretty obvious its never going to change.

When you fought your way from Silver 5 to Gold 4; where were all the trolls and feeders then?

The only common denominator in your story is YOU!

You worked hard and climbed from silver to gold and YOU went on tilt and fell back to silver after a string of bad games.

You're upset that all the progress you made seems to be wasted but all the lessons you learned during that climb are still there and nothing is stopping you from doing it again but YOU.

The problem with raging is that very seldom are you ever raging at the right person; you are usually raging at some innocent stranger because someone from your last game was AFK or trolling.

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