It's just that this game is so filled with toxic players that sometimes I'm happy that I lost the game with them. So long as the toxic player is on my team, I don't particularly mind the loss since that means minus LP for them too.
Don't get me wrong, I have not once trolled in any of my games (even norms). I never go out of my way to intentionally lose and I always do my best to win (though sometimes I just suck really bad)
This is not a good mindset. Accepting loses is one thing, being happy about it because someone else suffers is not. You may wish to consider playing another game for a while.
Try Guild Wars 2, it actually had a pvp item made from the tears of players.
I have to say...despite the fact that I've had that mindset, and know exactly why it feels good to watch the gamethrowers lose their LP...they don't care.
The mindset you're describing is like a gateway drug to their outlook on things. It's essentially exactly how they feel about you when they start flaming you and being idiots.
This is not to say you're gonna start inting and gamethrowing like they do...but I'm saying with that mindset, it can make the difference murky.
Well shit, I wish i was. Sounds like a win-win.
