This game feels way too toxic to play.
I'm playing League since 2015. What I have to say? Most of the games feel like I'm matched with mentally ill people that need to go to intensive therapy in closed psychiatric hospital instead playing.
No normal person would wish you to die from cancer or car crash because of a mistake in a video game. No normal person would insult everyone for everything that's not leading to win.
If you carry a game, then everybody wants to be your friend. If you lose a lane, then everybody wants you to die in real life.
LoL community is full of addicted to winning 'people'.
I do not belong here. It's time to throw away LoL.