I finally learned

Time for my story of league. Flash back to when I was in fifth grade, and i'm pretty sure it was season 5? It was ~June 2013 and my 2 friends come over to my house. They invite me to go swimming at the nearby YMCA with them and I agree, as it was really hot. After we were done, we went to my house and watched youtube videos on my computer. They tell me to get this really cool free game called League of Legends. I said alright and downloaded it. They both went home they could teach me how to play. After playing Ashe(like every new player) for a while they recommended this cute little dude named Teemo. I fell in love with him. I just started playing right in June 2016 after taking a break and coming back. I learned the meta, and leveled up to thirty as Teemo ad carry. I was super excited to play ranked. I hop in and get my provisionals completed in one day. Bronze 2. I was so proud of myself. It is now Christmas day of 2016 and I play a game of league and show off my newly acquired Omega Squad Teemo skin I purchased with the RP card I was gifted. I play against someone by the name of RyuYordleGuru. He offers me an account that was Gold in both season 4 and 5 for absolutely free. I accept. I play on this account regularly and my winrate gradually started to decrease. I was placed in Silver 4 and got demoted in May of this current year(2017). I got really stressed and toxic. Thus on May 26th, 2017, I play a lux game. I go like 2/13 or something like that, and I FREAKED out. Fast forward 20 minutes and we already surrendered and i'm in another queue for a game. Of course, I get autofilled to mid, and lux was the only mid laner i knew how to play and this was a ranked game. 0/9. Again I blame my failures on everyone else. I get a popup after the game saying the account had been permanately suspended. I sat in horror. I probably cried for 2 hours straight, and finally went to bed. My friends all heard about it at school and they were all taunting me. They called me "toxic" and that i "took games too seriously". They ignored me for the rest of the year. My only friends i had were the ones that played league. I go into summer break with no league or friends. Then, i remember my first account, BarkingCarrot. I play on that one for 5 days before getting another permaban, though this time from account sharing. I have since created and gotten at least 6 accounts to level 18 and then permabanned. I was about to quit when I decided to go one more time. I create this current account. Fast forward and i receive a 2 week suspension. That was it. I needed help. I contact riot games through the player support. They gave me TONS of tips on staying cool. Thank you so much. This was in late July. I havent been toxic since. You just have to remember, this is a silly little game. It's not worth it in the long run. Being non toxic is as easy as saying "Lmao nice 1" in all chat after you die. You can competitively bs things in league. saying "Teemo is so f*cking broken" is totally fine. Saying "My dumbass jungler wont gank me and he is utter garbage" is not okay. I used to be one of the extremely toxic players. I've reformed. You guys can too. You just have to believe in yourself, and ask " Is it better to get my account banned or call this one guy retarded because he made a bad play". I believe in all of you. You can do it guys. Now get out there, and lets make League a better place for EVERYONE!