Would you please reconsider my permanent ban?
While yes, in the recent few months i have been toxic in like 5 games. I understand that and accepted my 14 day ban and decided to try to fix my toxic behavior. Today i just got off of it, and played about 10 games in a row, and had a horrendous losing streak. Even when i got really fed, we still lost. And around game 10, i was pretty tilted as you could imagine. And i said some choice words (not cursing, nothing really bad ((i can show chat logs, while i agree i was toxic, and i should have muted them, but i was really tilted and they were flaming me pretty hard))) I due apologize for this gieveous error in my ways, and i have been actively trying to not be toxic. In all my other games even through painful losses i didnt say anything. I am rather poor, like almost homeless, and i pour all my spare money into this account, ive maybe put in like 200 dollars over the 1 and a half ive been playing. If you would reconsider my ban, i swear to god ill never be toxic again. If im on a losing streak ill just stop playing, but this game is the only thing i really have to do. And if i lost this account, i lose everything ive been saving up for. Truly i understand i was an asshole, but please try to understand my mindset at the time was terrible. And i didnt really flame that much, i just got mad when i got camped (after already losing lane). If not, ill just have to quit league, which isnt something i want to do. I just want to fix my behavior and have a second chance.