Taking a break frOm league.
I think everybody has had those games where they just start flaming Someone for a simple mistake you would have made yourself
Take me for example I admit I am not the good boy every game I try to be
I rage quit I talk shit I even report sometimes just for the hell of it.
You can’t tell me (unless your new) that you have never done any of these thing even the best of players.We all have that little devil inside of us that wants to devour everything in its path .
Now when I 1st started lol (season 3) I feel like there was a sense of understanding if you died “oh no big deal” if u fed “don’t worry we all have those games.
Now it’s “wow u fucking died to a soraka support fucking noob or “wow report this damn inter for going 2 and 12
And I can admit this is even me sometimes. when I started this game i didn’t cAre about throwing a game,losing very bad or a feeder on my team or a toxic person I just loved the game so much I could deal with everything easily
Now every small thing pisses me off failed gank,behind in cs,zed 1 shotting me EVERYTHING and I start flaming the hell out of people for a mistake I made.
And sometimes I don’t even think about what i am doing in the moment
And then I start to think about how i made that sAme mistake numerous times
I feel games in general have taken a toll on my attitude.If you ever played a game with me one minute I can be super chill and the next I’m toxic Asf.I feel like if I’m doing bad at a game (60% of the time) I just go full on dick mode for the rest of the day and because of this I’ve lost 3 friends already.I just feel like this game especially takes me down a path I don’t want to go through.And because of this I think I might take a break from all games especially lol.
I just needed to get this off my back -speedameen