2500 and 700 euros sucked by a black hole.

Hello, so my last post was about honor levels and riots ban system. Well guess what, I got permabanned. For asking my jungler "Do you fking speak english" meanwhile, i was losing toplane to garen and he was overextended 24/7. Jungler was 4/0. Then i was stupid, went midlane and went under turret, Kind of as a warning shot. Told lee sin that he had 2 minutes time to gank me. Nothing, lee continued to take camps and then the big moment of my ban "I dont need to gank you." (Keep in mind it was a ranked game) And this is when i popped. I just got away from a 2 week ban. The previous 2 week ban was because of intentionally feeding. In the draft lobby i asked everyone how are they doing, Got a kind "suck my dick" as a response. But then also a "jk whats up" i said: Nothing much is it okay if i try to break the record for most deaths? They were a 4 man premade and agreed to it so i did. I went 0/46 with singed. And guess what? We won that game (draft pick). But surely the enemies reported me because they were angry that i didnt feed enough and they lost. Now after i got unbanned i knew i was on thin ice. Well, Continuing with the game i got permabanned for. After the jungler said "i dont need to gank you" i went around my old ways and politely said, I Dont need to let you win your ranked game. After this i accidentaly died trying to bait the enemy. Thats 0/2, At this time i also was behind on around 70 cs since we failed an invade. I went roaming and died a couple more times. At this time i was around 0/6 and my tilt meter was going up really fast. I was thinking to go afk but i thought that would make it worse to leave the game as it was 15vs9 and fairly winnable.At this time our botlane joined the confronting of me with lee sin. And yeah i wasnt insulted at all and i was just messing the lee sin by telling him about his feelings and Blah blah blah. And there was no point of going to even TRY to go fight them since i was so behind even their support could 1v1 me. That leads to me being afk and arguing with the lee sin. At this time i didnt really realize what this was leading to. Can you guess? Me getting reported! And surely after this game was done i proceed to get into another ranked lobby when i get the message. "Your account has been suspended for unsportsmanlike conduct, the client will now exit" And guess how happy i was. Not very happy as i just realized how much of my life i just managed to throw away. And also how much money i also threw. Which made me google "Player suspension reform card" and i found some discussions which ofc didnt really help me. So here i am sitting frustrated thinking that why have i been stuck in this black hole for 4 years, Wait, Not really why more like how? as my friend got banned i didnt realize the harshness of the permaban until now. And i am asking one thing for not me, but for the future and anyone else who have gotten permabanned. Ingame reform card, maybe after something like 6 months there would be more than an "I Understand" button when you log in to our banned account, a button that says "Reform test" or maybe a 2 week probation for reforming and getting ur account unbanned, I wont play the game no longer since i just lost the game. But it would be cool to have the money back and maybe sometimes play the game.

Following my ban id like to thank the community and the company for great years and experience. But sadly its my time to leave the experience to the point it has followed me to. Thanks one more time everyone! Carry on [leblanc-funny] - The account that the ban is on is CherryLT