Bad matchmaking leads me to permaban ...
If you read this im sorry for my english ( second language ) first of all , hello summoners , im SmiLe . playing league since 2009 . i just got permabanned and i totally agree that ive been toxic alot more than usual in the past 6 months . getting chat restricted and suspended back to back . for an unknown reason . since a couple months the game seems to place me in games that i dont belong to . EVERY game was placing me against smurff (mostly korean / asian ) . always unfair game where we would get beat up back to back and im talking normal games not ranked . since ive reached platinum 4 i feel like im where i belong to . iam not bad at the game and im far from pro . so since i reached my ranked goal ive been playing league mostly for fun , playing normal game so i dont have to try hard and try new champ and build. but like i said , every game was HARDER than my ranked match . i understand that game cannot always be fair and its hard to place you versus opponent with the same skill level in normal but it became just not fun anymore . no one in my game where even speaking english . even got placed in a challenger vs optic academy game .... the fun was taking out of me . it lead me to become mad AT THE GAME ITSELF . not the player . just how unfair every match were and that i wasnt allowed to have fun in a game that i enjoy . always placed in matches that i wasnt belonging to . so i started taking out that rage on player . talking shit and tilting for about no to little reason . i dont know if a permaban can be lifted and honestly i feel like taking a break would just be fine to me but i still love this game . im level 224 , platinum 4 , spents a lot of money on skin and events and i feel like this bad behavior is just a receip of bad event mixed up with life struggle togheter that lead me to expel this on other player . if you read this and theres still a chance of turning the tides back i would be one happy summoners . i understand the rules and the reason of my ban . i understand that my game experience shouldnt lead me to ruin other player experience with the game and im sorry to those that were affected by it .
- a yasuo main
