So many toxic players
Latest and not uncommon example:
Champ select no one says a word. Me being me, I think "what would be fun" and then "oh sated devourer jinx adc" and get smite. Volibear finally says "please jinx no smite, first game in a long time" so I take teleport. I don't like the other spells and feel they fall off value- even ghost.
Game starts, I hard leash Voli. My support was Thresh so, unless I'm mistaken, he should of been keeping them off me and helping get engages. He does one wave of helping (Jinx spikes at 2 for those wondering, 2 is a strong Jinx) then sits way behind me and says his ping is high. Ok, no problem "play passive please" he says. Absolutely fine. I do, we go under tower. I try to cs but Naut keeps me from coming forward and Lucian pokes my eyes out from out of range. I keep trying to cs but I'm not a pro adc player by any means, however "Jinx, you're so bad. cs better". I tell him its been difficult and why and I get more sass. I try a few more waves and it falls apart "God Jinx, you're trash" and he starts knocking my minions before I can take them. I'm not a pro adc main but unless I'm mistaken ADC's need that money to BECOME relevant. I tell him I don't like being called trash and I can't cs so I go top and tell him good luck. Within 3 waves, we take the top tower hooray as well as burn Nasus off twice (with one being a kill iirc). I also get far more cs (12, I was sharing with Teemo) than I have since Thresh has been essentially afk/ cs bopping it away. I think "Ok, well now we have more money". Apparently Lucian got WAY more fed than just 3 waves of minions- I don't think he should have been that far ahead of me. Well I come back and I try, Thresh dies with little to no resistance (doesn't flay or hook, he just...bops...once...) so I try to fight Lucian and die during an attack move. "Jinx, you suck so much I'm adc now". This happened under tower btw. We shortly lose tower afterwards but the goon squad (voli, teemo, yasuo) are DESTROYING. So I thought "games going well, I'll try to cs when possible". True to his word, Thresh starts taking minions and I can't get to a single wave. My cs in this game looks so very very bad. I also get my Infinity Edge (item 1) after Lucian is 6/2/? and has ER and boots building to item 3. Ye so that sucks. But hey, goon squad is gooning and working and far ahead. Wrong, Lucian picks up two more kills mid with a 2v3 featuring Naut and Lucy vs Teemo/Voli/Yasuo before he dies but since we had no vision, I had no idea. No one points a finger and I think maybe people are calming down- people being Thresh. Nope, we lose top lane to perma push Nasus and my team can't teamfight. I can't even deal mediocre damage (jinx is a fluctuating power adc, not a straight line. strong at 1-2-3, weak until at least 3 items, strong again and falls off at items 5/6...sucks a lot), my ults keep missing because my team herds them off from where I ping my ult is going, and everyone is taking farm. To recap- we lost a massive early lead, Lucian is somehow stronger than he should possibly be, I cannot get a single minion wave because everyone else is taking them, AND Thresh is whining/raging at me. Ok. Unfortunately I lose my temper briefly (Idk if I said anything rash, but I don't think I said anything offensive) as Volibear starts defending the Thresh's attitude and telling the enemy team to report me. Because not having any fun in a game much less playing it at all (hint: I was doing neither, courtesy of my team) is not a sound reason to be a sour mood. At the end of my sour mood I realize: Can't farm, can't fight, can't do anything. Might as well just /dance next to a turret. And I do for 20 seconds while everyone is taking all the farm and no fights break out. Teamfight hits mid and my team goes in sporadically next to me, I try to help, Lucian is now 12/5 SOMEHOW. I have 4 deaths total so it wasn't me (I died to Lucian 3 times, one was when this happened. so two before). I died so fast- I think I got one auto off before I got vaporized by the super fed Lucian. "Wow, Jinx you suck. so useless all game but then again you never helped". So we lose and I beg the enemy team to report me because this game sucked so much. Voli and Thresh keep telling them too, IDK if I got reported. I do know this will go down as a not uncommon game.
Now then, when people tell me supports are the sweetest, kindest people in the world (I play sup/jung. left top for now) I can point to this and laugh at the face saying such. And for those saying just mute- when I mute my team and play well I get reported. My options are suck it up and get reported for not responding, respond and get reported anyway. As for what I took away from this: I need to learn to cs in a high aggression lane that is a 1v2. I need to figure out how to cs under tower during said aggression. I need to figure out how to snowball. And I need to figure out how to farm minions when no minions are farmable at the present. Oh and to keep track of how the heck my enemy laners are getting so fed. :C Disasters.