PermaBanned: My Warning To You
Hello everyone, I want to share a story with you all. About two years ago I found out about this game, and I heard of it through a friend. I was going through some hard times. My mother had just passed and I was fired from my job. I started to shut myself out and grow angry inside. For a while, all I did was play video games. Sometimes I would hop onto League and play. What I found is that this kind of lifestyle wasn't helping me. I would use League as an anger venting system. I was as toxic as anyone you've ever seen. I've said terrible things that would probably hurt so many people, and everytime I make myself look at the chatlog that got me permabanned...I feel sick inside. Utterly sick. This isn't a post asking for reinstatement of my account, because I don't deserve that. My account should be banned forever. This is a warning. This is a warning to the people who do the same thing. Who have a bad day, a bad week, a bad month and let random people on the internet feel their anger, frustration, and depression. please don't do it. Seek help. I did and one of the things I make myself do is look at those chat logs, so I can see what a different person I have become. I just wish somebody had told me like I'm telling you all. If you wanna play that's fine, but just mute everyone and don't bother typing to them. You may think what you are saying isn't bad, like I did, but it was so bad I skipped any punishment before permaban. Yeah. You'll be surprised at the things you can say. Or, rather, disgusted and ashamed when you look back at it later. So just don't say it.
P.S. can anybody tell me what Fiora is like now? I'm genuinely curious to know. I'll never stop loving her. 
