I don't think riot is fair with suspensions and bans

recentely i got suspended and rightfuly so.

i started playing league like a month ago(created account in 2016 but only played like 3 games) and wanted to be a good player, a better player. watched hours and hours of streams and youtube videos on tips to a better player and the most crucial tip i have ever gotten was to not tilt. be untiltable. the angrier you are, the more errors you make and consequentely, become even more angry.

i took this advise to seriously i tried my very best to be such a good team player. always be positive, always try to say stuff like "we can win this, guys!" even when the botlane is losing 0/10 by 15mins but sometimes you really cannot control your anger and that's what happened a few days ago.

long story short. jhin was feeding hard and laughing at his own team. now here's the thing. i really couldn't hold even after so many attempts at saying stuff like "jhin, we can win" "you will have much more fun if you try to win" i honestely can't remenber what i said but something along these lines. and after keeping so much anger with me i said post game "jhin, kys"

rightfuly so, i got suspended but then i wondered. what happened to the jhin? jhin also broke the terms and conditions. he's not banned... what happened to the undreds of players that intentionally feed, call you a fa**ot,bi*ch and so on, so on...? i have yet to see a player i reported get ban or suspended. never. yet i get suspended for saying "jhin kys?" one incident of verbal offense and get suspended. please tell me where is the justice in this.

yes, i understand i was verbally assaulting the jhin for feeding his ass off and laughing at his own team. but what about intentional feeding jhin? what happens to the yasuo player who goes 0/3 in 5 mins and afks for the rest of the match? is he banned? nope what happens to the tahm kench player who keeps swallowing you on the fountain in a ranked game so we can remain a plat smurf? what happens to them? absolutely nothing and it's disgusting.

i try my very best to be a good player, a good teamate, helpful and get suspended for one game where i was particurarely ticked off yet the players trolling games aren't. just because they didn't said "offensive" in chat. what do you learn from this? what you learn is that you can absolutely troll games, feed your a** off and have a great time watching your own team rage as long as you don't say anything in chat. that's what you learn. this suspension only taught me that i don't get rewarded for trying to be a good teamplayer, i don't get punished for trolling, feeding, etc... no punishment what so ever.

P.S.: 14 days for a 1st time suspension? jesus christ!