Your account's been suspended until July 25, 2017, 7:58 PM
Because of player reported intentional feeding. Your Honor level dropped and you lost access to free rewards. The way out of the penalty box is to consistently play to win without ruining the game. After serving your penalty and showing focus on staying cool, you'll get a notification unlocking your rewards again.
An overwhelming majority of players say intentionally feeding ruins games. Your deliberate choice to ruin League for others reflects a gross breach of community-defined standards.
You intentionally fed in these games: http://matchhistory.na.leagueoflegends.com/en/#match-details/NA1/2541106238/24456712?tab=overview
I just want to say (to riot's player behavior taskforce specifically), that I had a reason for feeding. I don't feel that this reason justifies reverting my suspension, and I don't think the reason justifies me feeding in the first place. The only reason I'm making this post is because I feel as though the information would be valuable to RIOT specifically, because if any players (even a minority) have a reason to feed they ought to know what it is so they can create mechanism to nullify it.
Generally people may end up intentionally feeding in game because they lose lane or the game is going poorly. I have never done this, and I never will. The reason I fed was because of something infuriating that happened before the game started.
Someone on my team banned my champion after I marked it as my intent. I figured it might have been an accident and told then they really shouldn't ban their teammates champions. Someone Queue dodged, and the matchmaking put us together again. Then that same person banned my champion again. I was furious that someone would ban their own teammates intents.
I was so angry I banned his duo's Talon, hoping to provoke a dodge out of one of them, but the dodge never came. Honestly that was hypocritical of me, and I realize that. I also realize it was my fault for not dodging, but even if I had dodged I would have been penalized with a timer just because my ally decided he didn't want to be a team player.
I feel something is fundamentally wrong with that, and that feeling stayed with me while I was loading into the game. And it stayed with me as I ran down lanes and fed to end the game as quickly as I could.
And the feeling stays with me right now.
Let me reiterate that I don't think I was justified in doing that, any more than I think committing a crime against someone justifies them committing a crime against the criminal. But I feel like I have no voice, and that is a bad feeling so I lashed out.
Unfortunately that wasted about 15 minutes of time for 10 people, which is a lot more than the time I would have wasted waiting for the next queue after dodging.
Even knowing all of this, I feel that something is wrong with the system itself because If I am being completely honest with myself, I know that although my behavior might not be the same the next time someone bans my intent, my feelings would still be the same and that would translate into very shoddy emotional play in the next game, or would turn me away from league as a team oriented kind of game.
So if one of the people who's time I wasted in that game is reading this, I want to say I'm sorry for burning 15 minutes of your time by ruining your experience. I really am, because I know what it is like to be on the receiving end of that and it sucks.
If a RIOTER in charge of player behavior or the matchmaking system and components around it is reading this, I want to say that though my behavior was wrong and I wont' do it again, that doesn't mean that I am magically immune to my feelings. If someone bans my intent, should I just dodge and not queue for 20 minutes until I can calm down? I started that game wanting to do my best, wanting to be a team player-- and yet the guy who banned my intent obviously started the game wanting to be selfish. Regardless of what transpired, this remains true-- and I have a suspension because I got emotional about it.