Pretty.. aggravating i guess is the word.

Game 1 Pre-Game xDxSxHx: wrecked xDxSxHx: WHAT xDxSxHx: are youu serious xDxSxHx: i had lee hovered??? xDxSxHx: omfg xDxSxHx: rough xDxSxHx: i mean xDxSxHx: i could be a god xDxSxHx: and ryze jungle is gonna be lame In-Game xDxSxHx: this is ...ehkkk xDxSxHx: dafuq xDxSxHx: did he back xDxSxHx: why are you pinging xDxSxHx: like i was coming lol xDxSxHx: you got rooted xDxSxHx: im ryze jungle please chill lol xDxSxHx: wdy want me to do xDxSxHx: by the time i clear half my jungle i have no mana xDxSxHx: i meant to pick lee i said that in champ select xDxSxHx: omfg xDxSxHx: thats so rough xDxSxHx: i fucking xDxSxHx: pinged you xDxSxHx: like dont ping me missing xDxSxHx: when you fed your laner 3 times xDxSxHx: i take all my advice from 3 and 4 tfs xDxSxHx: dont say its my problem cause i dont understand priorites xDxSxHx: when garens taking our t3 and your mid xDxSxHx: okay cool xDxSxHx: lux fed as fuck and you're blaming me xDxSxHx: says the roaming mid that doesnt roam xDxSxHx: lol xDxSxHx: omg xDxSxHx: whatever xDxSxHx: worth xDxSxHx: alright well xDxSxHx: if you guys are gonna take my farm in front of me like that im just not gonna play xDxSxHx: no actually im not gonna get reported im just gonna take lane farm xDxSxHx: liiterally xDxSxHx: what about metaphorically? xDxSxHx: not even a bot main xDxSxHx: what are you gracing us from gold 5? xDxSxHx: omfg xDxSxHx: what xDxSxHx: i shoulda flashed it i guess xDxSxHx: didnt expect the one shot xDxSxHx: im laughing at this tf flaming me xDxSxHx: thats what im doing xDxSxHx: and admiring how bad this lux and malphite is wrecked xDxSxHx: wrecking* xDxSxHx: hahaha xDxSxHx: AHHH xDxSxHx: its hilarious dude xDxSxHx: 4 and 8 tf talking about "silver 3 no wonder" xDxSxHx: alright well xDxSxHx: that one you guys can ping me for Post-Game xDxSxHx: ay yo xDxSxHx: when is riot gonna nerf flaming mid laners xDxSxHx: yeeee This is the game i got chat restricted for today. I accidentally locked ryze jungle and it was rough to be expected. Our mid laner was actually flaming me and the adc was greifing me i think they were grouped. If this is actually worth a chat restriction. Fine. That was as lighthearted as i could be towards this person actively flaming me, i should have just muted him and moved on. I went from honor lvl 5 (maybe 4) got one chat ban because of a game i got tilted like everyone that plays this game sometimes does. Ever since than I've actively tried to not respond to negative people, not be negative myself. Sometimes, i mess up, i care about this game and i get excited sometimes or frustrated. Everyone that plays league does this. Especially if you are like me and care about the game. I'm not escusing myself for things ive said i shouldnt, im not saying i dont need to work on my attitude towards other people even if they are frustrating on here sometimes. Heres what im saying. I've really really wanted to not be honor lvl 0. I actually go out of my way to be positive a majority of the time hoping my honor lvl would unlock. Today, i finally got it. Honor lvl 1. It was soooo hard to unlock i play literally every day and its taken me like months. I was seriously happy. Than i get a chat restriction for this. Like.. im actually done trying. I really dont wanna be honor lvl 0, i really do try to be positive. But if im gonna lose something i've actively worked on that easily for something as small as this im just done trying. Its way to harrd to get your honor unlocked. Its actually not fair. I can just stay honor lvl 0 whatever. Maybe ill just /mute all every game. I dont feel like i should be punished for even making remarks to someone back who is being super negative or derogatory. Its a complain you hear literally all the time I dont get it. Im actually super postive most of the time until someone is rude to me, I get honors all the time almost every game and its taken me months. I just wish the honor and report system wasnt like this.