It's not worth it. Don't do it.
I've been heart broken for a while now. This was one of my first account that I had so much on. So much. I spent so much money. This account was essentially my gateway to the thing I loved most - playing league of legends. I've been playing since season 1 and i've fallen in love with this game the first week I played. Since i'm just an arrogant asshole I chose to be extremely toxic after the new Terms of Service and the new player behavior team set their platform up for the end of Season 5 and beginning of Season 6. Now because of that this account is Permanently banned. Maybe it's the depression that caused this or maybe it's my stupidity. After I was banned for 14 days I sent an email asking for help on how to improve. I asked if they could remove my chat all together but that wasn't an option. After my ban was lifted I was clean for a couple of days until the Open Mid games began. In higher elo this is quite a common thing and boy did it make me upset to have a teammate not do so great and AFK because they want the game to end faster. Because of my idiocy and my doucheyness I would bash them. Sometimes it wasn't that bad and sometimes it was things that could hurt people exponentially. Both were harassment and the absolute WRONG thing to do. I wish I could go back but I guess sometimes you learn the hard way. I was homeless when my account got permanently suspended and god I was even more so depressed but I deserved it. I'm not here for sympathy or for acceptance but i'm here to tell you it's not worth it. Don't do it. Don't be toxic. Don't present yourself the opportunity to be even chat restricted. It's not worth it. You'll regret it just like I do. There goes my Masters border and my diamond - masters Icon through the last 4 season. I'd give anything to get it back. This is how I feel: many of you may not feel the same way but to me it's not worth "criticizing" or "flaming" your teammates. Regardless of what they do or what they've done. It's better if you keep it to yourself. Trust me.
Good night everyone Sincerely, Me
