My view on League since August 26,2017
Since august i have been playing league of legends cause i loved the gameplay,and the streamers on twitch. But for the last few months of the end of 2017 i have found that playing league made me feel at ease,at times that is. I try to watch tutorials on how to play certain champions,and i will be honest the skill cap should be lowered if you have good mechanics. And this is coming from someone who played every moba to come out on the phone. But coming back on to the road i was on,i recently reached level 30 on my EU west account,and i tried playing my first ranked match. Now i thought that since this is EU west were talking about i thought it'd be easy playing top lane teemo,but i was second pick next to the enemy gankplank. Who swapped his role as mid laner to their orianna. i didn't know that at the time til i got first blood by gankplank. In the end we lose,and i try to not get toxic,and salty about it. But my team just eggs on the fact that i picked a champ that got countered so hard,versus the support that fed the entire team,and continued to do so. Everyday i've been trying to stay calm every other day,and each time i go into queue i feel less and less satisfied about riot always making all the other champs more powerful than some. I understand it's supposed to be evened out for everyone to have a chance to beat their enemies to a pulp. i will say that I've been losing the feeling of even talking about it let alone watching a match go on right in front of me. I have no hate against league,nor do i mean to point the blame at someone,it's just that i'm getting tired of always contemplating to myself if it's even worth trying to become a pro in a game that from my viewpoint is easy for me to get excited for. Anyone at riot games can take my account,or delete both of them. i hate to leave a game that I've spent a huge amount of time on. And i can guess i'm gonna get some feedback on this post,and for most of it won't be very keen to what i said. I'm going to be going to the doctor to check if i have any mental problems from playing league,i love it so,but the community just make me want to just go play ball in a cup and stare at a white blank wall all day in solitaire. The reason why i wanted to go pro was that i was inspired by bjergson and faker,and i wanted to make a lot of money that i can live off on when i graduated from high school. I signed up for the super league for Houston thinking if my mom helped me out since i didn't want to drive there by myself,but i'm just too stressed out from playing with teammates who put people down for their own mistakes,and for not coming up with a plan when they decided to choose it. Without regret,i will miss league of legends, and it's countless streamers trying to be the next Imaqtpie,NB3,Scarra,Faker. I was so excited from since the spring invitational from last year. I really liked the fanart the community made,and the figurines that i wish i could buy are so adorable. if this wasn't a goodbye, I would ask if they have teemo figurines at gamestops.
From one small fish in a sea of Mako's, i say my last goodbyes to a game that brung me happiness,anticipation,knowledge,near amazing mechanical skills,and a community to remember.
From: Rockleon0719,Le0n0719,leon0719,Aquarious0719
