A request for advice
Hello Boards,
I come to you now for something I should have a long time ago. I love Bard, but along with this love I have a mixed opinion for the support role and a major raging problem that pops up frequently, ruining the game for both me and my teammates along with myself. The main reason why I don't like support and my bard as a whole is contributed by my rage problem somewhat. I get so mad both when I fuck up and my team goes on the whole "wtf bard" rampage, causing me to feel bad about myself and go off the deep end and when my team can't seem to fit the pieces together at all to coordinate or sports someone who is, to put it nicely, sub par, making everything seem much harder than it needs to be. This is all topped off with my self guilt because I don't know what I can do to help this person or my team get back into the game or even be the piece that holds it all together since when you're behind hope is small and temper along with blame is high from all ends. I don't think I covered all I'd like to cover since I'm bad at putting all of what I'm feeling down about all this, but, to make it simple. I love a champ in a role I am not good at and feel I can't do amazing with and I have more rage against my team and myself than a little kid finding out that Santa was fake all along. Bard represents what I'd like to be in game, and that's why I like him so much. He is chill. He doesn't get mad, he doesn't care if he wins or loses, he just collects chimes and does bard things regardless of who is yelling at him.
Sincerely, A depressed, hopeless feeling, angry Bard player who hopes he made himself clear.
