Asking for ban lift.
Please read the entire post before you make any judgements.
When I play this game I have no intention of trolling. But certain factors make it impossible to take this game seriously. So I'm going to explain why I troll because Riot really needs to see this.
This game lags horribly for me. I know it's not me. It is my connection with Riot. I don't lag on any other game and my computer can run games way more demanding than this game.
The lag is extremely annoying. I come to play this game to relax. I should not be getting even more frustrated trying to play the game and losing to people who I know 100% are worse than me( yes I know this sounds like I'm suffering from Dunning Kruger, but I am well aware of the Dunning Kruger effect and I have gotten 10 times better at this game since I first learned about it. But lag makes it impossible to play your best) Then I get trash talked by them. Which makes it even more infuriating.
So yesterday I was extremely angry because the game was lagging horribly. One of the worst I've ever had playing any game ever. At one point I was autoattacking a Vayne from 10 feet away(as zed) and I couldn't move until she died. I have no idea what was going on. For a crazy glitch like that to happen there must have been an insane amount of lag.
So then I end up getting in a verbal argument with the other team. And they are trash talking me also. Saying things like "no you're not lagging. you just suck". Which makes me even more angry that I'm getting trash talked by people that I should be able to easily beat. (I still ended up going like 10/10 that match while my team had 3 people with double amount of deaths than they did kills. I'm saying that just to prove that yes they actually were worse than me and it's amazing I even pulled that score off considering how bad I was lagging and how heavy my team was.)
So they're antagonizing me while I'm already infuriated and not in a stable state of mind to think clearly which causes me to get even more angry and say even more bad things. And they do this on purpose because they have all decided to report me and they know my one report isn't going to hurt them.(They admitted to this. You can read this in the chat, Riot) Which is exactly what happened. I got banned almost instantly. (Btw this is online bullying and it is not OK for you to allow this to happen Riot.)
And yes I know this isn't the only game I have been reported recently in. But it's also not the only game that I have been lagging in. This type of thing happens all the time. My behavior will not get better because I will always be frustrated with the lag on this game. I admit that my actions are party my fault. But they are also partly Riot's fault and they need to admit that or they are no better than me. People do irrational things when they are angry. And Riot is causing me to lag. And lag is extremely infuriating especially in a competitive game and when people trash talk you when you are lagging. This lag needs to be fixed. Riot made like $1 billion dollars last year. Nobody should be lagging on this game.
I honestly would have no problem with this game if I wasn't lagging all the time. If you look at my chat logs from all of my games, Riot. You will find that most of the time that I get angry and start cursing is when I am lagging. I know cussing is against the rules. But this lag is so infuriating it's a lot less harmful for me to take my anger out in chat than to take it is to take it out in real life. I have anger issue because I have been molested as a child and bullied. The extant of my mental injuries is so great that the only time I can leave my house is to get groceries and I am currently waiting for disability. I hate my life and I want to kill myself. (A warning to anybody that wants to make fun of this in the comments. I am 100% serious so please don't say anything negative or I'm asking Riot to permanently ban you because this is a serious matter.)
I have been playing this game since season 1. I'm one of the original players. I have helped make this game rise to the greatness that it is today. For me to have spent so much time in this game only to be hurt by the company that makes it just so they can save a little bit of money on servers is disgusting(which is probably the thing that hurts me the most.) So please do me a favor and lift this ban so the trolls/bullies that got me banned do not win. And please do your best to look into and fix this lag I am having so this doesn't happen again and I can continue to play this game that I used to love without being toxic. I have Time Warner cable if that helps. And thank you for reading this post through it's entirety.