I accept my punishment
I've been playing since early season 2, I think. ( It was very on and off back then, a hot guy played, and I joined for him, couldn't tell you when I first joined, or became more active) And since then, I have never been punished. I had more than 600 teamwork honors, of which I was very proud. I mained support, of which I was certainly less proud. xD And this is my little story. Supporting at low elo (S3 was my high this season, waddup? ;)) Is the absolute pits. You're every ADC's punching bag, every bad trade is your fault. It used to be worse, but it's my lot in this game, so you get used to it. Vision is your everything, but Sona can buy a sightstone only so fast. Moving on, This season I decided I wanted to break bronze, so I put on my big girl pants, got more serious, and tried taking responsibility for my own winrate in ranked queue's. It was really hard. I befriended every ADC who could farm well, and trade well, (A novel idea to be sure) And I started hoisting my bronze self. And I became what I hated. I took the game more seriously than I ever had, and I found myself raging in chat, leaving my ADC in lane if I felt like I could do better top, but that would only further enflame the issue.I would get SO AGGRAVATED that I was losing in a video game, and that, from my perspective, if I could only yell louder, type faster, I could make them listen, and maybe not go 0/10/0, when I was "carrying" at 0/10/1. So this is my open letter of full contrition to the League community. I'd like to apologize for my behavior. The flaming in champ select because I didn't want a 3 ADC comp, instead of trying to compliment it (Nice Cigar, Jungle Graves). Raging in-game when the ADC took that cannon minion I wanted to execute) Because who likes FREE MONEY?!) , or suggesting places I WOULD like to put a ward, when told "No vision GG" (This I'll keep in my private stache). I'm sorry to anyone that has had less fun because I took the game to seriously, and on Sept 12, I hope to rejoin you, and not use my words for nefarious purposes, Promise. <3
TL;DR I'm a feeder noob, sry <3
